Dudu* posted a quote
September 16, 2022 2:13pm UTC
i remember how i felt. sore and out of place. awkward and uncomfortable. it was like a hot beam spotlight moment yet also like i was in the background and didn't matter. i remember how it felt. younger me consoling myself. telling myself it would be over soon. promising myself i would never put myself in a similar situation ever again. biting my lip just hurt me. sweeping things under the rug just made me feel dirty. keeping the peace always left me hurt. keep your promise. prioritise me.
Pain don't hurt the same, I know; THE LANE I TRAVEL FEELS ALONE. But I'm moving till my legs give out, and I see my tears melt in the snow. (but I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry anymore)
And i get it now. when i would see nurses outside of the hospital smoking i didn't get it then. "Don't they know how bad smoking is?" They know. They just don't care. I understand now because i don't care much either. i won't smoke, but we all pick our poison. i was so naive.
Working in IT doesn't mean I know how to say things in Klingon (... I mean, I know how to say 'things' in Klingon – 'Doch' – but that's pretty much all).
Logged on to my account after two whole years. My my, I missed this website. I miss the people. I miss the family that we all used to have. I hope one day, everyone would decide to log back on and rekindle the friendships that once were. This place was a real community.