nicole🌹* posted a quote
August 12, 2017 8:20pm UTC
"sometimes i look at pictures of you and it doesn't hurt. sometimes the remembering is like landing on my feet on the concrete after a fall: no sting, no blood. and sometimes it's like a firecracker in my chest goes off and i think, 'we were in love here' and it hurts. oh god, it's agony."
Amenah posted a quote
September 8, 2016 6:06am UTC
I started journaling. I bought a ukuelele (it was stringed incorrectly and I learned three chords left-handed without realising). I deleted all the pictures off my phone (they're backed up online). I opened my YouTube channel again. I rediscovered my adoration for poetry. I fell in love with yellow. I made the decision I am a happy person (who happens to have depression right now). I spent £40 on crappy lipsticks. I apologised to someone I fought with a year ago (because I finally learned the truth and it turns out at the time I was wrong). I deleted most of my online accounts. I adopted a sweet resue cat (and developed severe allergies). I moved out to a flat where I live alone. I flew on six different airplanes. I know I haven't been around on witty much lately, but don't worry. I may not always be okay; I may cry from stress or freeze in a moment, but if I'm overwhelmed because I'm living too much... that's okay with me. :)
Amenah posted a quote
September 25, 2016 3:10pm UTC
20 minutes ago I stopped myself from walking off a platform in front of an incoming train and 15 minutes ago I started texting my friends and 14 minutes ago I gave up on asking for their help amd 14 minutes ago I started crying alone in a train station and 8 minutes ago I started walking home and 20 minutes ago I didn't die but 6 minutes ago I realised I still wanted to.
I'm  just  so  tired  and   scared and  sad  because  you  don't see  me  the way I see you and you're  t he   humming  in  my veins  while  I'm  just  the  dust on         your         fingertips. Â
seafoam* posted a quote
September 13, 2015 10:23am UTC
OH NO, DID I GET TOO CLOSE? OH, DID I ALMOST SEE WHAT'S REALLY ON THE INSIDE? ALL YOUR INSECURITIES, ALL THE DIRTY LAUNDRY NEVER MADE ME BLINK ONE TIME.