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  1. coma_sucks coma_sucks
    posted a quote
    July 31, 2012 12:54pm UTC
    "Today is the day." I wispher to myself as I adjust my top. It's simple, loose, and matches my mood; sad.
    I'm actually not only sad, in fact I feel so many other emotions right now.
    Anger
    Denial
    Fustracion
    Annoyance
    Sadness
    Hopelessness
    ...
    My own father won't even come today, nor will my brother.
    I know where my father will be today; at the bar.
    My brother claims that he's just gonna go for a walk... He has a backpack with stuff in it. Stuff that I know he got from Sky's old room.
    A rope.
    Painkillers
    Blades.
    That's whats missing from her special drawer.
    I would be going on that walk with him, but I need to be here for Sky. I need to stay strong for my big sister. Today, the doctor says that Sky is going to have surgery. I'm not sure why this is being done so fast, I mean she just went into coma a few days ago. It feels like forever though. It just drags on every single day.
    This surgery could go 2 ways;
    She could wake up by this afternoon and be fine
    or
    She could die immideatly.
    She has a 87% chance of death, according to the doctor.
    So this is it. Today is the day where I have to be strong, while every one else goes about their normal day.
    I can promise you one thing;
    If Sky goes; I go.
    It's not even a choice. Sky took the beatings, protecting me at all costs. Sky took the punishment, making sure that I was never touched by my father.
    Without Sky; I could be dead in a week, all cause of him.I'm not strong enough for that.
    I kinda hope that Sky goes; I mean, she won't have to suffer, I won't have to suffer; We can be happy.
    Until whenever;
    Micheala

  2. coma_sucks coma_sucks
    posted a quote
    July 29, 2012 7:27pm UTC
    If you want to imagine being in my shoes:
    You come home from your friends home, and as you step in the house, its silent. It apperars that you're the only one home. Ronnie is a Kyle's house, dad is probably getting wasted at some random bar, and Skylar- wait where is Skylar? You drop your bag and start calling out her name, running down the hallway.
    "SKYL-"You start to yell, but at the sight in front of you: you can't speak. Help, get help. Thats all your brain is telling you, but your brain won't let you off your knees. You feel something streaming down your face. Are those tears? Yup. You scramble for the kitchen, looking for a phone. GAWD DAMMMIT! no phone. You rush to your bag, hurriedly dialing for the abulance.
    _______________________________________________________
    As you sit in the hospital alone, the image of your older sister haunts you:
    Blood everywhere, soaking through the carpet, ruining her clothes. The crimpson luqid pouring down her arms, legs, and everywhere else. A rope is tied around her neck and is tied to the closet door handle. Her neck isn't broken, but because she is lying down, the rope is squeezing her airway shut. There are a few bloody blades next to her, along with an empty bottle of pills. Stab wounds cover her body, and scars are broken open. You can visably see the torn muslce. The eyeliner streaked across her face, her pale white face.
    I'm sorry if that was graphic a bit, I had to let it all out. Sorry-
    Love Micheala <3

  3. coma_sucks coma_sucks
    posted a quote
    July 29, 2012 5:54pm UTC
    COMA.
    something I thought would never happen in real life.
    SUICIDE
    something that I thought my sister was strong enough too resist.
    DEATH
    something that I hope won't swallow her.

  4. coma_sucks coma_sucks
    posted a quote
    July 29, 2012 5:52pm UTC
    If you're thinking about commiting suicide, PLEASE DON'T.
    My sister Skylar knew that we loved her, but she went anyways.
    She's in coma right now, and it's hard for me.
    I'm the only one visiting her.
    It's quite sad.
    I really miss Sky
    and
    I hope she gets better.

  5. coma_sucks coma_sucks
    posted a quote
    July 29, 2012 5:50pm UTC
    Just so afraid of whats to come,
    but
    what has been done is done
    and
    all I can do is wait.

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