i'm tired of crying. i'm tired of yelling. i'm tired of being sad. i'm tired of pretending. i'm tired of being alone. i'm tired of being angry. i'm tired of feeling crazy. i'm tired of feeling stuck. i'm tired of needing help. i'm tired of remembering. i'm tired of missing things. i'm tired of being different. i'm tired of missing people. i'm tired of feeling worthless. i'm tired of feeling empty inside. i'm tired of not being able to just let go. i'm tired of wishing i could start all over. i'm tired of dreaming of a life i will never have. but most of all, i'm just tired of being tired. tumblr
&i ' m sorry if i pushed you away 'cause i need you here and i want for you to know and i don’t care, if i don’t get anything all i need is you here right now and i ’m sorry if i hurt you but i know that a l l i w a n t i s y o u
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you.. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you. ♥
format-whydoihatemyselhow how can you live with yourself? how can you talk to someone everyday, like it's part of your daily routine. and then you just stop replying.. stop talking to me..and leave. in the blink of an eye, you're gone and out of my life. like none of it ever happened.