you deserve to be loved. incase no one has ever told you before. you deserve a hug with someone who cares about you as much as you care for them. you deserve to be someone's number one. you deserve comfort with a circle of people who genuinely cherish you. you deserve so many good things because you are good. as much as the world is filled with bad it is filled with good.
You mean a lot to me and I wanted to be a small part of the universe that was good to you. I am sorry you did not feel this was worth as much as I felt it was. I am sad because it would have been such fun to do more things together. I regret none of the words and the things I have given and done for you, they are yours. I will think of you constantly, frequently, then intermittently, occasionally, but it will never be not at all. I can never hate you, but I have been hurting so much, and I can’t keep getting built up over you and falling apart, so I have to take care of myself now, okay? You take care of yourself too, please. I will miss you most when I am high.
and it hurts so much because you knew i didn't have anyone else, and you said you'd be there for me but you're out having a grand old time living your life without me with your fúcking emotionless, heartless self while I'm laying in bed at 3 am drowning in my own tears wondering what the fúck I did wrong and why I wasn't enough for you.
I know it hurts sometimes but you’ll get over it you’ll find another life to live I swear that you’ll get over it. I know you’re sad and tired you’ve got nothing left to give you’ll find another life to live I know that you’ll get over it.
nicole🌹* posted a quote
October 30, 2016 8:43pm EDT
"I'm going to be okay. i've got people who love me even when I feel like i don't deserve it, i've got things to look forward to, people to love, dogs to pet, great music to listen to and i'm going to be okay. we're all going to be okay."
nicole🌹* posted a quote
August 29, 2017 8:35pm EDT
"i told him he could come and find me if he ever changed his mind," she said, "but i never heard from him again. so you see, sometimes you offer people choices hoping that they'll choose you. sometimes you offter them choices knowing that they never will."
Before you date me you need to understand that I'm damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. I continue to struggle with things There are nights when I'm curled up on a ball on the floor and I won't talk to anyone. I'll shut you out. I'm not going to be able to trust you for a while, because everyone has always left, cheated, or chosen someone else. I will need reassurance. I will need you. I will need you to keep choosing me. I'll need you to care when I text you saying I'm getting bad again. I'm a lot, I know this. So before you think I'm always happy, that I'll always be positive, that i will always be smiling just know the reality before you get involved. Don't enter my life if you can't handle it. Lastly, don't you dare touch my heart if you aren't ready for that.
What’s my religion? Drive fast and hope we don’t die. Love like fire and b.itch when we get burned. Sleep wherever we can as a result of not wanting to sleep at all. Cry. Often. Drink to make everyone else more interesting. Always smoke before dinner and sometimes afterward; reverse that for s.ex. There are no one-night stands; we just love each other for a few hours at a time. Try not to appear resentful, aim for reminiscent. Hope tomorrow is a better day...