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Dudu*
posted a quote
January 29, 2024 11:54am UTC

i've been in survival mode these past few weeks.
i need to start living again.
i need to eat healthily.
i need to get enough sleep.
i shouldn't be feeling so exhausted all the time.
i'm still young.

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Dudu*
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February 3, 2024 1:48pm UTC

i almost don't want to write this but i remind myself this isn't for you. this is for my own release.
time and time again i gave second chances. a part of me has completely turned away from you now.
you won't get anything more than surface level from me anymore.
i hadn't seen this side of you for a while so i forgot how awful you could be.
no compassion or empathy. just relentless nagging and no care to my feelings at all.
you didn't care to think that i had been overworked.
you didn't care to think that i was holding back so i didn't burst into tears there and then.
you never say sorry cause you never think you're wrong.
but you were wrong. the way you acted wasn't okay.
everyone else felt the tense air and told me it wasn't right.
i hate when you act like that and expect me to treat you like normal after. that's not fair.
it's not fair for you to have unrealistic expectations and drain me, scold me, bother me for not reaching them.
i'm so over that attitude that you show when you feel like enough hasn't been done.
i'm mostly hurt that i was working so many days, and each day still worked overtime to get things done.
meanwhile you were off and didn't think at all about the hell i'd gone through when i was alone.
you didn't think of the fact that i was physically and mentally drained.
you were just focussing on what else needed to be done.
just nitpicking and repeating the same points over and over. no response i gave satisfied you.
i knew you just wanted me to agree, that i was in the wrong, that you weren't asking for much.
no. you were expecting to come back to everything being perfect.
you were expecting a 4 man job out of 3 people.
you knew the only way that would happen was if i were to bend myself backwards even more, stay back at work even more and bleed myself dry even more.
i deserve an apology. not that look on your face.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
June 24, 2023 9:03am UTC

i've been hurting but you wouldn't know.
known me all these years,
but you still wouldn't know.

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hannahlovesxox
posted a quote
July 19, 2012 2:21pm UTC

Fear exist in the one place you can never escape,
..........your mind.

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hannahlovesxox
posted a quote
July 26, 2012 3:51pm UTC

The most painful goodbyes
are the ones never said, but the
heart already knows it's over.

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hannahlovesxox
posted a quote
June 4, 2013 11:22pm UTC

They say that love is forever;
Your forever is all that I need, please stay as long as you need.
- Sleeping With Sirens❁

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hannahlovesxox
posted a quote
June 5, 2013 10:15am UTC

Sunday morning, rain is falling;
Steal some covers, share some skin.
maroon 5 - sunday morning ❁

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hannahlovesxox
posted a quote
November 5, 2013 12:11pm UTC

"Im in love with you," he whispered,
searching my eyes. He looked very pale and
very scared, and a little..hopeful.

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hannahlovesxox
posted a quote
November 6, 2013 11:15pm UTC

"i just want you to be happy"
but in my mind im thinking please
dont leave me, please.

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hannahlovesxox
posted a quote
February 15, 2014 7:13pm UTC

there is
nothing
to love
about me

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Aggressive Butterfly *
posted a quote
July 28, 2019 6:59pm UTC

I still feel your breath on my skin
I hear your voice deep within
the sound of my lover

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Aggressive Butterfly *
posted a quote
December 3, 2019 2:24am UTC

I am always dreaming,
even when I'm awake;
it is never finished.

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Aggressive Butterfly *
posted a quote
December 3, 2019 2:33am UTC

As for you and your heart and the things you said and didn't say,
she will remember them all
when men are fairy tales in books written by rabbits

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Uduak
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July 19, 2021 8:07pm UTC

"Newday,new wishes" It's a new day, The sun rises up, The clouds are stillthere, Its smiles at me, Then i say my morning prayers, I say to my self its, New day,time for new wishes.I bless my day,Success is mine Off to prepare for school. New Day,new wishes...

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Dudu*
posted a quote
June 29, 2021 2:37am UTC

these days i get more tired
but that's okay; i'll keep it simple.
i'll get enough sleep, eat a meal,
take my vitamins. i'LL WORK HARD
AND SWEAT IT OUT.
i'm so tired. but i'm still GOING TO BE okAY.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
July 5, 2021 11:57am UTC

now everythings on the line
it's do or die. blood thicker
than water and if you float
i'll sink. i'm kind but i'll pick
me everytime. and everyone
likes the nice girl but no one
respects the nice girl. so idc
about playing nice anymore.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
August 10, 2021 5:28am UTC

you couldn't even look at me.
not even in my direction.
not so much as a smile let
alone a conversation.
now you need
something so
here you are.
i won't reply.
i don't need you to like me,
i've decided i don't care.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
August 27, 2021 6:26am UTC

that's who i am, i withstand.
rain storm and hurricane,
i made it out alive again.
through stress bouts and booby traps.
i learned too much to just give in now.
i hate it for the most part but i just can't cave.
the anxious feeling that etched a home in my chest,
i'll get her to move out some day.
cause this skin is my home and this heart beats for me.
i will become mostly happy again.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
September 12, 2021 3:42am UTC

cause now i look forward to seeing you and that smile.
that smile is stuck on repeat in my mind.
in my mind i'm imagining the new conversations we'll share.
we'll share stolen glances and make new memories i can keep.
i keep wanting to make you laugh
i keep wanting to share bits and pieces of
my life with you.
can i keep you?

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 16, 2021 12:19am UTC

so what we gonna do, babe?
do what you want.
but there's a lot at stake.
what should i do, babe?
there's no right or wrong answer
but i can't make a mistake.
choosing between peace and patience,
sanity and perserverance.
should i just be selfish?
but you're not being selfish.
eitherway i'm afraid and confused.
with each passing month my decisions become more serious.
i guess i'm really grown up now.
my decisions carry more weight now.

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