you deserve to be loved. incase no one has ever told you before. you deserve a hug with someone who cares about you as much as you care for them. you deserve to be someone's number one. you deserve comfort with a circle of people who genuinely cherish you. you deserve so many good things because you are good. as much as the world is filled with bad it is filled with good.
roseate* posted a quote
September 30, 2018 7:36pm EDT
You mean a lot to me and I wanted to be a small part of the universe that was good to you. I am sorry you did not feel this was worth as much as I felt it was. I am sad because it would have been such fun to do more things together. I regret none of the words and the things I have given and done for you, they are yours. I will think of you constantly, frequently, then intermittently, occasionally, but it will never be not at all. I can never hate you, but I have been hurting so much, and I can’t keep getting built up over you and falling apart, so I have to take care of myself now, okay? You take care of yourself too, please. I will miss you most when I am high.
and it hurts so much because you knew i didn't have anyone else, and you said you'd be there for me but you're out having a grand old time living your life without me with your fúcking emotionless, heartless self while I'm laying in bed at 3 am drowning in my own tears wondering what the fúck I did wrong and why I wasn't enough for you.
I know it hurts sometimes but you’ll get over it you’ll find another life to live I swear that you’ll get over it. I know you’re sad and tired you’ve got nothing left to give you’ll find another life to live I know that you’ll get over it.