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chasingsunshine

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Member Since: 2 Feb 2013 12:08pm

Last Seen: 8 Mar 2015 06:12pm

Location: eating peanut butter m&ms with ed

Gender: F

user id: 348785

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adrenaline junkie. bus rider. coffee drinker. dreamer. eccedentesiast. fantasiser. giggler. hopeful. insecure. jelly slurper. klutz. lost. map reader. naive. observer. perfectionist. quirky. rain dancer. sigher. truster. underachiever. vulnerable. weirdo. xenial. yawner. zany.
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  1. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    August 9, 2014 8:26am UTC
    you know when you have a fly in your room
    and it can't get oout of the window
    even though it is clearly open
    when it keeps throwing itself at the glass
    as if to break it
    but doesn't realise
    there is an opening just below
    that's us.
    we are the flies
    trapped in the rooms
    trying to force our way out of the box
    but not realising
    there is a perfectly simple way through
    -rv

  2. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 2:13pm UTC
    3.14am
    this is the time
    when you would usually call me
    we would be texting
    and suddenly
    completely out of the blue
    your name would pop up
    on my screen
    and my phone would start
    silently buzzing
    and you will never know
    the rush i got from that
    you will never know
    how my heart leaped
    and my stomach flipped
    because those phone conversations
    at 3.14am
    those were what i lived for
    those whispered conversations
    those times when i would hear
    the smile in your voice
    and your exhaustion seeping through
    and the line would crackle just slightly
    as you laughed silently
    those were the moments i lived for
    and now that they don't exist anymore
    now that i stay up every night
    until 3.14am
    alone
    without your phone conversations
    what do i have to live for now?
    -rv

  3. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 2:07pm UTC
    what would you do
    if i told you
    i cut myself
    and
    i cry myself to sleep
    and
    my 11:11 wish
    is to die
    what would you do?
    a naive part of me
    hopes you would care
    but the realist in me
    knows
    you would just run away
    -rv

  4. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 2:05pm UTC
    it's different
    when you say
    'i love you'
    these days
    now that i know
    you don't mean it
    -rv

  5. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 2:05pm UTC
    if suicide is cowardly
    then what is living?
    living because you're not brave enough
    to kill yourself
    surely
    that's the biggest form
    of cowardice
    that's me
    too much of a coward
    to even be cowardly
    not brave enough
    to be weak
    -rv

  6. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 2:02pm UTC
    i want to hurt him
    for hurting me
    but i can't
    so i just end up
    hurting myself
    instead
    -rv

  7. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 2:02pm UTC
    all my life
    people have told me
    that i would find
    the one
    someone who loves me
    and respects me
    unconditionally
    i believed them
    i was patient
    and one day
    i found you
    you loved me
    and respected me
    unconditionally
    and you did everything right
    you were perfect
    but i still couldn't love you
    i wish i could
    but i couldn't
    and i hated myself for that
    because you deserve to be loved
    the way you loved me
    -rv

  8. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 1:59pm UTC
    when i look at him
    i see the boy who hurt me
    who left me
    without a goodbye
    who didn't trust me
    and who didn't love me at all
    when i look at you
    i see the boy
    who was always there for me
    who wiped away my tears
    without asking any questions
    who stood by me through everything
    and who loved me more than anything
    so why is it i still want him?
    -rv

  9. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 1:57pm UTC
    i think about him all the time
    i think about him when i'm doing the most menial household chores
    and when i'm having the best time of my life
    i think about him before i sleep every night
    and when i wake up first thing in the morning
    i think about him subconsciously
    and i think about him voluntarily
    i am always thinking about him
    i can't escape him
    even if i wanted to
    (i don't want to)
    -rv

  10. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 1:54pm UTC
    i'm sad
    and
    i don't know
    how to make
    the pain go away
    and all i want
    is to be whole again
    is that too much to ask for?
    -rv

  11. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 1:53pm UTC
    the marks on my body
    aren't just scars
    they are memories
    reminders
    of everything i have been through
    and everything i have overcome
    they represent
    not only the bad times
    but also the times of recovery
    and they tell me
    every time i look at them
    that i did recover
    and that i am better
    than the insults
    and insecurities
    they tell me
    that i am fine
    exactly as i am
    -rv

  12. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 1:51pm UTC
    is it bad
    that sometimes
    i wake up
    thinking about you
    thinking about how much
    i miss you
    and hoping
    that you have woken up
    thinking the same thing, too?
    -rv

  13. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 1:50pm UTC
    sometimes
    its so easy for me to forget
    that we don't talk anymore
    i'll have a thought and
    think of sharing it with you
    before realising
    i don't have the right
    to do that any longer
    and oh how i wish
    i could still talk to you
    about the little things
    because they meant the most
    and now
    its the little things
    that i wish you were here for
    god, i miss you
    -rv

  14. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2014 1:47pm UTC
    tomorrow
    is a big day
    tomorrow is your birthday
    and i really ought to get you a present
    i have one in mind
    although it would be more
    of a present to me, rather than you
    all i want to give you
    is a kiss
    i want to feel
    the slight pressure
    of your lips on mine
    and i want to
    run my hands
    through your crazily messy hair
    and run my tongue
    along that slightly crooked tooth
    on your bottom jaw
    and feel my stomach jolt
    just thinking about what i'm doing
    does that sound like a good birthday present to you?
    -rv

  15. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    May 24, 2014 2:36pm UTC
    I want to destruct
    And destroy what I can see
    I want to tear down buildings
    And break everything in sight
    I want to make a mess
    And enjoy doing it
    I want to see rubble around me
    And feel satisfied in the end
    But I cannot do these things
    So I settle for destructing myself, instead.
    -rv

  16. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    April 30, 2014 3:39pm UTC
    It's 4am
    I am sitting
    On my bedroom floor
    With tear stains on my cheeks
    And blood running down my wrists
    Thinking
    I never thought I would become this girl
    And now I can't think of myself
    As anyone but her
    -rv

  17. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    April 30, 2014 3:36pm UTC
    I have a theory
    That we all self harm
    We all make marks
    To represent our pain
    Some make them on their wrists
    Some on their thighs
    And some on their hearts
    But we all have scars
    It's inevitable
    After all, we're only human
    -rv

  18. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    April 30, 2014 3:32pm UTC
    I am not my scars
    Rather, I am the way my scars were put there.
    Do not define me by the way I treat myself
    Instead, define me by the way I treat you.
    Do not think that just because I have scars, I have a beautiful, tragic story
    But recognise that we all have stories, waiting to be told.
    Do not think that I am broken because of what I do
    Because in reality, I'm no more broken than you.
    -rv

  19. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    March 31, 2014 1:36pm UTC
    with you
    i feel like my whole world
    is breaking apart
    and the only thing that can put it back together
    is your love
    with you
    i feel like every part of me
    that is broken
    can be stiched back together
    with your hands
    with you
    i feel like everything i have never felt before
    is rushing into me all at once
    and i love it
    i love you
    -rv

  20. chasingsunshine chasingsunshine
    posted a quote
    March 31, 2014 1:34pm UTC
    it hurts
    the way you look at her
    you used to look at me like that
    it hurts
    the way you smile at her
    you used to smile at me like that
    it hurts
    the way you hold her
    you used to hold me like that
    it hurts
    how much you love her
    you used to love me that much
    -rv

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