DO YOU EVEN KNOW How many people tell me I'm better off without you? How many times I've heard i deserve better than you? h o w I n e v e r l i s t e n . How hard it is to pretend i don't care? How i fake a smile every single day? How hard i fell for you?
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it. It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that no one can hurt you. Then one stupid person no different from any other stupid person wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of you that they didn’t ask for. They did something dumb like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets Inside you and eats at you. Then leaves you crying in the d a r k n e s s. So simple a phrase like “maybe we should just be friends” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination, Not just in the mind. It’s a deep pain. A real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. <
am 50% obsessed with my looks You own: Hair [x] straightener [x] curling iron [x] mousse [x] hair spray [x] bobby pins [x] round barrel brush [x] blow dryer [x] mirror [x] you have dyed your hair [x] you have or had highlights Total: 10 Eyes [x] black eyeliner [x] other color eyeliner [X] eye shadow [x] mascara [ ] eyelash curler [X] eye shimmer [x]eye makeup remover Total so far: 16 Lips/Teeth [x ] clear lip gloss [x ] red or pink gloss [ ] lip stick [x] chap stick [ ] electric toothbrush [x ] teeth whitener [ ] more than 15 lip glosses [x] toothpaste Total so far: 21 Complexion/Overall face [ ] blush [x] moisturizer [x] face wash [x] makeup remover [ ] face wipes [x] cover up Total so far: 25 Nails [x] nail polish  filer [x] nail clipper  nail buffer [x ] cuticle remover [ ] nail brush [ ] Fake nails [ ] nail scissors Total so far: 28 Overall Total: 28 Now, add your score and multiply it by 2 Then, repost as I am _% obsessed with my looks