these are the moments when...
you feel completely alone. it feels like all your friends have just faded away and just another part of your past. the people you used to spend your whole life with won't even bother to talk to you. just like you were nothing to them and all those memories were useless. but what can you do about it? it's too late now, they will be gone. i guess that what happens when people grow up, they change. nowadays it seems all the girls are obsessed with guys and like their best friends are their last choice and popularity ruins friendship. well that is what is feels like for me. always the person left out and who no one cares about. i mean i would do anything for a friend no matter what but when it comes to me its nothing or its all my fault. im sick of people. i just want to move far far away to a place where i feel needed and loved and accepted for who i am and be with people i can trust because it seems like everyone lies these days. ive decided im not going to tell anyone anything anymore and im just going to put walls up and see who actually cares enough to break them down. and you know what they say, expect the lowest from the people you expected the highest from.
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