Goodbye...That's all there is left to say. So much has change in the past year that I don't know if I can handle it. Usually I love the thought of change every once & a while...but this...this was too much,too fast,too soon. The thought of the man I looked up to in my life doing what you did...well it broke my heart,yeah we didn't always get along but you were still my dad & then you go & do what you did. How could you ? Yeah you say you miss me & all this other stuff but if you "miss" me like you say you do,then when your not working you would come home to me...not her. Well I guess I cannot change what you've done,I can just wish you hadn't. Yeah I miss you. Everyday I wake up & wish you were still here. But no,your there. Well no matter what happens you'll always be my dad & I'll always be your little girl. I miss you everyday your not here. No matter what,you'll always be in my thoughts. I just wish you would've done all this differently...but I can't change the past,I can only make the future better. I love you dad.
I'm not looking for fav's. just needed to vent. My parents are getting divorced & my dad walked out on me...& cares more about his girlfriend & her kids...then me & my brother.