Did you forget about:
The letter I wrote you before you moved.
When we went to the theaters to see 1408, our first date.
Every time we talked on the phone.
When you sang God Gave Me You on the phone.
The first night we were really together.
What happened in the RV.
How I was prepared to give you everything.
When you started crying from laughing for no other reason but because I said “I shut the door”
The feeling we got the first time I saw you in five years.
When you said you were going to build a device on my horse that played Country music.
When we hung out at the baseball field.
When I’d go watch you play baseball.
Our first kiss.
Our first kiss after five years.
When you bought me the necklace.
When your mom walked in on us.
The laughs we shared.
Spending hours on end talking on the phone.
When you told me I was the sun to your day and the moon to your night.
When we talked about our future.
All those times you sang to me.
The first time we said “I love you” to each other,
How much pain I was in when we first ended it.
How after promising to not talk anymore, it only took us five days to start again.
The future we planned.
Our three kids.
Viola.
When I laid my head on your chest.
When I was terrified to ask my mom if I could go see you, but I did it anyway because I didn’t want to miss my chance.
Watching Sandlot.
How hard I laughed because you couldn’t unhook my bra.
How hard you laughed when I couldn’t figure out your belt.
How I was willing to listen to Country music for you.
When we talked about all the things we wish we had done.
Calling me babe and love.
When we’d talk for two to three hours every night.
The pictures we took.
The first hug after five years.
The knots in our stomachs when we first saw each other.
February 4th, when we started talking again.
Calling me on my birthday, even though we hadn’t talked for about two years.
When I had to pull over the car, because I couldn’t believe I was about to see you.
How I once made you feel.
Promising me forever.
Us.