Long, But Please Read.
witty, im not doing this for attention, or faves. i just need to get this out.
I cant handle living anymore
I feel worse now than ever. one of my closest friends is enlisting in the marines, i feel like everyone is leaving me alone. i cant eat and when i do, i look at myself and see how fat i am and i force myself to throw up. i hate the way i look and who i am. I really just want to never wake up. I hate my life and i want every single one of you to know that your beautiful and to never feel like this.
If you're still reading, thank you. i love you<3
I'm sorry, I just can't handle this anymore,
I cant handle being ugly, and hating myself,
I cant handle being bulimic and anorexic.
I cant handle hurting myself.
I cant handle living anymore.
Im sorry, I just need to end it.
I cant handle being alive.
I know suicide is horrible, but I wont be around to regret it.
Thank you everyone that was there for me, Im sorry it wasnt enough.