Long but worth it please read it breaks my heart:
Okay, my best friend cut herself. She has a scary past that she can't get over. For instance, she was sexually abused when she was 5 by her uncle. She was alone in Mexico with her uncle and he tried to touch her but then ran away. He tried to chase after her but she ran into her room. And stayed there for about 2/3 days. He banged on the door for about an hour she hid somewhere and waited it to be over. She only told her parents last year when she was 10. Her mother is also going to die soon. This was told by her aunt not even her own mother wanted to tell her. She has a disease, she doesn't know what it's called or what it's called. She became physical with her emotions in 3rd grade. Specifically, she gave 4 people bloody noses, kicked 2 guys in the bottom, and slapped her best friend in the face just randomly. She didn't know why she did this, she just doesn't know how to deal with her past. It was the very first time she'd cut herself and it was deep... Me and my friend were scared for her so we told guidance. We told them because she cut herself in T-I, I was sitting write by her and didn't even realize. She did it with her nail, by rubbing on her arm up and down. I thought she had an itch so I left it. The next day she said look at this cut I got. I asked how and she paused, then said me. I went through a whole talk and said this can lead to suicide then she said well maybe when I'm over I might just kill myself. Then I thought that was way to far so I told my friend, she already knew. We needed to get to class so she said to meet by the school pool when the bell rang. We talked it over and deiced it was best to tell guidance. We figured we'd rather have her hate us alive then then love us dead. We told guidance and the next two periods she got called down. I looked at her the last time she wasn't gonna be mad at me. On the way out she smiled. I smiled back and me and my friend looked strait at each other with a sharp, nervous look. The period ended and my friend came back she took her binder forgot her gym bag and jacket so we grabbed it. We tried to talk to her but she said I don't feel like talking. We went to her locker I gave her her stuff and hugged her. She burst out into tears crying hysterical. Everyone saw and rushed over. me and my other friend told them to leave and they did but were still concerned. I asked if she was mad and she said no, she was thankful for being the best friend and telling. She hugged me again then we walked to the busses together. Everything seemed fine but I knew she wasn't. The next day she was back to normal but I still worry about her. She is in Greece now on a family trip and won't be here or her birthday. I miss her deeply and love her. Sorry this was long it meant a lot though. Please help me get at least 100 favorites to show my friend when she comes back from Greece that everyone loves her and cutting is a terrible thing to do.
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