Who else out there hates birthday parties?
or just parties in general?
i do
i mean... i also dont....
i'll spend forever picking out the perfect gift
even if im not supposed to bring a gift
the perfect card
the perfect outfit
then what do i do?
sit alone in a corner away from the crowd
waiting for someone to talk to me
or waiting to build up enough courage
to talk to the person sitting in the other corner of the room
when people finally start talking to me
the party's almost over and i'm to upset to talk
because i was capable of sitting alone thru another party...
then they think i'm some quiet, depressing weirdo
when in reality
if u bother to get to know me
i'll stay ur friend
i'll make u laugh
give u a shoulder to cry on
and be there whenever u need me
but ya know what?
ur too busy talking to the 'popular' crowd
the ones who gossip and secretly hate u
but are so pretty and slutty that u just HAVE to hang out with them
the ones who wont be ur friends by next week
and if they blame that on u
that means that by then they have already destroyed ur life...
u'll learn what i had to learn when i was much younger
that u cant trust everyone
sometimes no one at all
and years later u'll realize
that i was there all along
the one u left sitting alone at all ur parties
was ready to be ur friend,
knew everything about u because when it came down to it
they did care and they did listen
which of course u didnt realize...
u were to busy dancing and flirting
when u could have sat down
just for a second
said a few words
learned a few things
had a few laughs
and earned a friend for life...
its to late now....
*venting* sorry... if u bother to read, then help!...
i suck at social events i end up alone
every. single. time.