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Dear "just friends",
His cute texts that make you feel important, well you aren't the only one getting them. You're actually probably not the only one feeling those butterflies. Even if you are, you're for sure not the only girl he's been talking to all day. Maybe you guys are "just friends", but is it crazy to feel more? To think that he even feels the same? The only thing that sets you apart is that you're the girl that held on too long, the longest "friend thats a girl" he's ever had. And you're different in the way that he never even considered you to be more than a friend. But you don't care, he's perfect anyway. Some consider him a jerk, but if you're special, you will never ever see that side of him. Those lucky few are the girls like you; he never hurts you on purpose, but drags you along for the ride. Oh and he'll always make an effort to talk to you if he sees you, and you'll fell like he just has to like you, but he doesn't have to. He can do whatever he wants, because you'll do anything just to hear him say your name. Theres something else you love that reminds you of him. Maybe its that red, ohio state sweatshirt, the one you'd always want to wear. This guy is also sensitive, and you're of course always there for him. Tough on the outside, but not on the inside. He gets through his life by joking, so have sense of humor. If you're the "right girl" then no matter how much he hates all of your friends and no matter how many reasons he has to hate you, he'll stay, but he won't realize what he has. If you've fallen in love with his cute smile, charming laugh, and amazing personality but you're the only one who sees it, then sorry, but you're just like me, and theres no way of unloving him without hurting. if you really are the right girl, then he won't hurt you intentionally, he'll just stop caring, stop texting, start liking someone new, and slowly fade away; slowly break your heart. So "just friends" huh? whatever you say.
Sincerely, been there (ex bestie)