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*nerium*

Status: this place is almost as dead as i am

Member Since: 9 Dec 2012 02:25pm

Last Seen: 15 Jul 2017 02:14pm

Birthday: August 10

Location: +44

user id: 341483

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absolute trash lord. stuck in 2007. i love bread and suffering. the reason i love that film is because it's really depressing.
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** this is the earth
  1. *nerium* *nerium*
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    July 26, 2015 11:26pm EDT
    Love is when you look at me and I no longer feel like crying.

  2. *nerium* *nerium*
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    July 21, 2015 10:47pm EDT
    I sat, glassy and vague, with a golfball in my throat and needles in my eyes.

  3. *nerium* *nerium*
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    July 9, 2015 11:24pm EDT
    My skin felt tight, so I cut around the edges. The next day, she sewed it back together; she sewed it so much tigher.

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    July 1, 2015 7:37pm EDT
    In her shadow, I wilted in the summer. Mother tried to help, but the more she watered me the more I drowned.

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    June 2, 2015 7:50pm EDT
    we lay in bed, watching as the sun counted down time, and i remember how calm - how loved - i felt just because the warmth of your skin was seeping into mine. i remember the way you looked at me, with such simple adoration that I felt sick; no one has looked at me like this before, as if i'm important. i could feel myself crying - ugly and harsh - and then you had cradled my face - had said "please, don't cry. you don't deserve to" and i crumbled like an avalanche. the way you held me was unreal; i felt loved and secure, but mostly i felt wanted. i wanted this moment to last me forever.

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    May 18, 2015 7:55pm EDT
    The sound of your voice causes my chest to tighten inexplicably. A glance at your face and I feel the endorphins roll within my blood. Imagine the damage caused to my body if I were to actually touch you.

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    May 14, 2015 5:17pm EDT
    There was something in the room, faceless and afraid. I asked if you could feel it, this thing between us, and you looked so worried - so sick - that I let it dance away. Sometimes I wish that if only you had felt it too.

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    April 26, 2015 6:13pm EDT
    The walls you stand behind are wearing thin, and hopeless, I beg for you to let me inside. I have been trying so hard to keep in time with the words that flow from your mouth; the things you cry behind these walls when you think I cannot hear. sometimes I hear you cry about me, and that is when I think that maybe you are both blind and deaf to the fact that I have already destroyed so many things for you. What more can I do? I am sorry that standing outside of your walls is exhausting; that being vulnerable and open is exhausting. Waiting for you, I think I'll have to build some walls of my own.

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    April 22, 2015 8:44pm EDT
    i am a house made of concrete and many do not bother to visit. but i feel like a window when he looks at me. i feel so transparent, so raw and clear. i cannot hide at all. and when he looks at me - truly looks at me - he looks past all of the dirt and shards of broken glass. he crawls through the window, cutting his hands, until i can feel him sitting within the house of my soul.

  10. *nerium* *nerium*
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    April 19, 2015 9:58pm EDT
    Something was and wasn't there between us
    something went on and went away.

  11. *nerium* *nerium*
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    April 16, 2015 8:48pm EDT
    I remember the sky, as it dimmed to dark blue, and how all at once, I had felt one with you. I remember the bed, unmade and small, and the faintest of shadows that painted your wall. I remember the garden, the grass and the due, and sitting to watch the sunrise with you. I remember this space, open and clear, and all of the things you would whisper in here.
    I remember the day when you said you had to go, but the reason of which I still do not know.

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    April 15, 2015 3:32pm EDT
    And I feel sick for hoping you die but how am I supposed to ever live if you are constantly pushing me into the ground? I can't breathe around you and I don't know if it's your hand compressing my throat or all of the dirt you are forcing into my mouth as you crush me under your insufferable weight. I feel sick for hoping you die, but what is worse? Hoping for someone's death or trying to kill them?

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    April 8, 2015 7:27pm EDT
    I would strip my skin off for you. I would let you see me, whole, with no inhibitions. I would strip my skin off for you, leaving nothing left but flesh and bone, and the tendons that flex beneath my muscle. I would let you view me in this state, entirely bare and vulnerable, and I will do it because you have simply asked. I would endure the stares and the ridicule, the sneering and the harassment, because I am doing this for you; because you asked me to. The difference is, as I streak blood throughout the house and my skin slowly dries within the closet, you will do nothing. You will not reassure me and you will hardly look my way. I have felt that recently, you have wanted to see me as a half. You no longer wish to see me as I am, but instead hidden in plain sight, shrouded in my skin. I have ground embarrassed and ashamed, but I can no longer go back; I no longer fit within my skin. I wish I could grow it back, to hide again. Perhaps then you will start loving me.

  14. *nerium* *nerium*
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    March 30, 2015 5:51pm EDT
    You look so sad all the time, it makes me want to scream. I want to grab you by the neck and scream "Stop it! Stop this! Stop looking so f.u.cking sad all the godd.a.amn time!". I hate it so much, and you make me so angry because I am trying, okay? I am trying so d.a.mn hard to make you happy but still it isn't good enough because everything just turns to sh.i.t. I hate it most of all because the amount of times I have punched you has broken all my mirrors.

  15. *nerium* *nerium*
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    March 18, 2015 9:47pm EDT
    I like his hands. I like the lack of warmth, how they are so cold and dry against my heated palm. I like how, gradually, they begin to warm from the radiation of my own nervous hands, and how he doesn't let go when my palm begins to slip with sweat. I like the sublte way in which he grasps my wrist, and how he will place my hand into his jacket pocket, so we can bask in the comfort of a secret. I like his hands, the roughness of his palm and the blue defintion of his veins, but I like them especially when they are holding mine.

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    March 16, 2015 4:22pm EDT
    And if you love your friends, then teach them all the difference between reason and reasons.

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    March 15, 2015 8:58pm EDT
    I lay in bed and watch the wall, where not much happens; not much at all. I feel so sick, I feel so dead - I'm told I'm just sick in the head. At I first I was sad, which soon lead to numb; my medication don't work and my therapist's dumb. But now I'm just tired - I'm not bothered at all, so I'll continue to lay and stare at the wall.

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    February 16, 2015 7:56pm EST
    He had the bluest, saddest f.u.cking eyes. He was a vision of perfection, man, but I could never enjoy the view with all that melancholy seeping out his pores.

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    February 14, 2015 1:26pm EST
    We will go night swimming and I will lose myself in the infinite greenness of your eyes, the density of your bones, and the soft, placid flesh that drapes across your skeleton. I will touch your chest and feel the endorphins that roll within your blood, and I will smile into you neck because I know that this irregularity is just for me.

  20. *nerium* *nerium*
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    February 10, 2015 5:52pm EST
    Ты солнце в выси мне застишь,
    Все звезды в твоей горсти
    You overshadow the sun in the sky,
    In your hands, you hold the stars

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