it feels like someone kic ked you in the stomach
feels like your heart stopped beating,
feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling
and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control,
you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever,
and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is
no one will be able to break your heart like that again