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February 6,2010.
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I just got back from seeing my cousin do an amazing job in her school play 'The Wizard of Oz' as the wicked witch.LMFAO,fits her perfectly..just kidding.Okay so I have no idea what to say but I have no life and I seriously need help.Since exactly one month&a day ago my world has made a total 360 for the worse.I lost one of the people that I cared and still care most about,lost one of my exes who was a close friend,&almost lost one of my best friends due to stupid mistakes on both of our parts.Writing poetry,that I'm terrible at is probably better than jumping out of my window right now,right?Whatever,I need to get over losing him,but that's easy to say and hard to do.Thinking about this while nobody reads this &I'm venting to myself.
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February 7,2010.
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I'm bored to mad amounts cause I just so happen to wake up on superbowl Sunday and be sick..my luck?yes.
So,as my mom goes out I get to stay home alone and watch the superbowl in which I don't even watch football unless it's the Giants or Jets in which case they didn't make it to the superbowl. D: So I have no idea who I am rooting for.How about I root for whoever wins,I like it.I've been sitting here basically all day trying to find something to do and so far the farthest I've gone is probably this journal entry that nobody's going to read cause it's lame.OH,okay so I found out that Friday I am skipping school to go shopping,&pack cause Saturday morning I'm leaving for North Carolina till late late Wednesday night &then Thursday morning/afternoon I have to wake up early to get to Lake George till Sunday.So my whole break literally consists of traveling all around.Cool?I guess you can say that,I enjoy traveling and they just so happen to be two really great places for photography. (: DAYUM GURL,I just got a really weird text. bye.
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I was born on January 10 way back when during a huge snowstorm.I was given the name Emily Marie Zoila,and lived in Jersey till I was about four.My parents seperated and I moved to Long Island where mostly all of my family is located with my mom.I am now fourteen years old,and still living in the same place I've been living for the past ten years.I love it here,and wouldn't ask for a better place to live.Although,my town sucks ass I go to school with some of the most amazing people ever.I am currently single due to a big and bad break up that we really don't have to talk about.But I did fall in love with him,and I still am in love with him.He's immature and will later learn,if he hasn't already,that he made a mistake.I'm for sure not your average teenage girl.I am me,and I don't care what you think because you can't change who I am.People say I'm a very insightful person but yet I am not optimistic at all.I see the bad side of everything and I blow everything way out of proportion.I tend to hold grudges but yet I give in too easily to the people I love.I'm an only child,but I was suppose to have an older brother Edward.Photography and writing are my passion and my escape along with music.I don't know how I'd go a day without any of it.I love the winter and the summer,but winter gets too long for me,and summer seems to end too fast.I start high school next year,and that scares me.I cuss too much,and I randomly sing and dance.I'm a free bird&I love it. (: get at me,don't be shy. XD