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                                  NOW I SEE THE WORLD THROUGH DIAMOND EYES♥

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hey i'm lexi. & i have another account on here but i'm not gunna tell. this is my story account. i'm writing this story because it relates somewhat to my life. i used to cut, my grandpa died 3 years ago, i don't ALWAYS get along with my mom, and i have one best friend that's my whole world. we had a fight when she found out that i cut but we're back to best friends again and she's like my sister. i really don't think anyone's gunna like my story, but i just wanna get it out there. if you read it, i love you sososooo much, and pleasepleaseplease comment and let me know what you think? if you comment on here, and wanna know what my main account is, ask. i might tell you, but i'm not sure! i don't really like people knowing that i cut, so that's why i made a separate account. i'll probably just keep this for my story, but once it's done i might use it for anonymous quotes(: thank you if you read my story/read this! let me know any thoughts, or advice for my story, thanks! :3
  1. behinddiamondeyes behinddiamondeyes
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    July 18, 2011 3:51am UTC
    please check out this quote.
    http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/3308901
    the cyberbullying needs to stop.

  2. behinddiamondeyes behinddiamondeyes
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    July 13, 2011 7:48pm UTC
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    July 4, 2011 10:55pm UTC
    Diamond Eyes.
    Chapter 5.
    I woke up in a hospital bed.
    I looked around me and everything was blurry.
    I saw Natalie, and her head was resting on my chest.
    She was crying. I opened my eyes all the way and she saw.
    She immediately embraced me while crying.
    I didn't know what happened.
    I asked her, with a weak voice, "what happened?"
    She gave me a fearful look, "I-I..don't know.."
    We sat there in silence.
    My mom wasn't there? Well, no shock.
    All of a sudden, Natalie starts apologizing. "Jayde, I'm so so so sorry I didn't answer your calls.. I didn't know something was wrong! I'm so sorry, Jayde, I'm so sorry.." She trailed off, still crying, and hugged me again.
    Just then, my mom walks in. She stands in the doorway, glaring at Natalie.
    Natalie notices, and holds my hand for a second, then walks out.
    My mom walks over to me, and sits where Natalie was sitting.
    She stares at me, with a blank look. No tears, no emotion. Boy, she really doesn't care, I thougght to myself.
    "Mom, what happened to me?" I asked, hoping she knew.
    "We fought.. again. And, well, your bottle of anxiety medicine is empty, so I figure you overdosed..." she guessed, and she was right.
    "Oh. I remember. I was hoping it was enough to kill me, since you wouldn't care anyways." I said, with anger, sadness, fear, worry, anxiousness.
    She got up, and walked out. Natalie walked back in.
    "Jay, what just happened? With your mom?" She asked, with a concerned tone and a concerned face.
    "Nothing, Nat, don't worry about it." I gave her the, "I fought with her again, no worries," look.
    Natalie sat there, and glanced at my arm.
    There were fresh new cuts, exposed.
    She looked at me, with worry in her eyes. She teared up.
    "Jayde....what happened to your arm?" She asked, but she already knew the answer.
    She sat there, crying. I didn't answer.
    "Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped you. Do you even trust me?" She asked, getting angry.
    "Natalie, It's not that I don't trust you... I just...I didn't want anyone to know." I said, trying to defend myself.
    "How'd you get into the hospital?" She asked, seeming even more angry.
    "I....I....tried to kill myself by overdosing on my medicine..." I said, starting to cry.
    "Jay.. I..I..." she said, trailing off. She got up and ran out of the room.
    I laid there, bawling my eyes out.

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    July 1, 2011 10:27pm UTC
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    July 1, 2011 9:58pm UTC
    Diamond Eyes.
    Chapter 3.
    Natalie and I have 2nd period together.
    We met up at my locker, and I slid to the ground and started crying.
    Natalie sat next to me, and put her arm around me.
    She never knows why I cry, she just tries to comfort me.
    After a few minutes, the bell rang. I looked up at her, and she looked at me.
    She flashed me a smile, and I knew what it meant.
    "Do you wanna go to the beach?" She asked me, knowing I'd say yes.
    "And skip school? I have a test 3rd period.." I said, with disappointment.
    "Who cares! Let's go!" She said, excitedly.
    She helped me up, grabbed my bag, and pulled me out the door.
    We got into her car and drove away.
    "Okay, we need to go grab bathing suits and then we're good to go." She said, with satisfaction.
    "But, Nat... If my mom finds out I skipped school again, I'll be dead..." I said with fear.
    She had it all planned out. She said, "It's okay! I have an extra bathing suit, Jay. I'm SURE you'll fit!"
    "But, I'm fatter than you.."
    "Nahh, no worries Jay!" She said with excitement.
    We got to her house, and there were no cars in the driveway.
    She motioned for me to come into the house with her.
    We ran up the stairs and into her room.
    She opened her closet, and tossed me the extra bathing suit.
    She grabbed hers and started changing in front of me. We do that all the time, we're best friends. It doesn't bother us.
    However, I headed to the bathroom to change.
    She was done changing, and looked at me weird.
    "Jayde, why bother going into the bathroom?" She seemed confused.
    "I'm unhappy with my body..." I used as an excuse.
    Obviously she believed me, cause she shrugged her shoulders and went downstairs.
    I took off my clothes and put on the bathing suit.
    I stood in front of the mirror. I stared.
    There were cuts, everywhere. All over my stomach, my wrists, my thighs, my ankles.
    The ones on my wrists weren't that noticeable, they were older, along with the ones on my ankles.
    She won't see them, I thought. She won't look that closely.
    So I put my tanktop back on, and some shorts, to hide my stomach and thighs.
    I walked downstairs and met Natalie in the kitchen.
    She asked if I wanted anything to eat, and I said no. She gave me a weird look, but didn't say anything.
    She grabbed a sandwich and her bag and we headed to the car.
    Walking to the car, she asks, "What's up with the clothes? It's the beach, Jay!"
    "I told you, I'm unhappy with my body!" I said, and laughed.
    It was a fake laugh, but she didn't notice.
    I turned up her radio and we started singing to the music.

  7. behinddiamondeyes behinddiamondeyes
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    July 1, 2011 9:47pm UTC
    Diamond Eyes. 
    Chapter 2.
    We got to school in time. I walked to my locker by myself and she went a different way. I started thinking to myself what else I could do to distract myself on Friday. I was in a daze, and then all of a sudden I crashed into someone. I fell on the ground, and bashed my elbow on the ground. I got really mad, and looked up.
    Of course, it was the school's most popular girl, Madison. She was tall, skinny, a brunette with pin straight hair, and just really pretty. I was completely jealous.
    "WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING, JAYDE," She said angrily.
    "Oh, what did I do? Mess your hair up? Break your nail? Ohh boo-hoo," I said, with fake sympathy. I got up and stood there because she was in my way.
    Her best friend, Bailey, was standing there with a mean look on her face. I just walked right past them. I heard them whispering when I was a few feet away.
    "Ew, she's ugly and fat. Nobody likes her. She probably cuts herself or something!" Madison was tearing at me, and I heard everything.
    My face got hot, and my eyes were rimmed with tears. I couldn't tell if they were from anger, sadness, or embarrassment; but I bet it was all 3.
    I walked to my locker in silence. I grabbed all my stuff and ran to Natalie's locker.
    "Natalie, I need to talk to you. NOW." I grabbed her arm and pulled her into the bathroom. "Jay, what's wrong?" Natalie asked, worried.
    She could tell that I had tears in my eyes and saw hurt in my eyes. I just stood there, looking away.
    "Jayde, what happened?" She begged me to tell her.
    "I ran into Madison Corski." I said abruptly.
    "What do you mean ran into?" She asked, confused.
    "I walked into her, and I was the one that fell. Then her and Bailey glared at me and I gave Madison attitude and then walked away. Then I heard them whispering about me.. and..." I trailed off, fighting back tears.
    She hugged me really tightly for what seemed like an hour. When she let go, she gave me a sympathetic look.
    "What did they say?" She seemed reluctant to ask.
    "They were like.. 'Eww, she's ugly, and fat, and nobody likes her.'" I said, with anger.
    "Awwwe Jay, you know that's not true. You're beautiful, and you're not fat. And screw everyone else, you have me!" She said, trying to cheer me up.
    I started crying, I couldn't hold the tears anymore. She gave a worried look, and hugged me again. She let go after a minute, grabbed my hand, and walked me to class.
    It just so happens that I have Bailey in my first period. Natalie saw her, and gave her a really nasty glare. She gave me another hug and walked out.
    As soon as she was gone, Bailey walked over here with a smug look on her face.
    "I know your secret, Jayde." She said, smugly.
    "What secret?" I said, rudely.
    "Oh, you know..." She said, and walked away. I sat there and put my head down. The teacher walked in and gave me a look but I just kept my head down.

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