----- >> okay let me just say, this has nothing
to do with me. i was bored so i wrote
it, it's kinda weird i know, comments
would be appciated :P (lazy on colors)
I see her but she not really there.
As she sits and looks at this reflection
of what has happened.
She doesn’t believe its happened
but it has.
the girl she never she thought she would be
But now has become
She waits and thinks as this girl stares back at her
this girl that she hasn’t seen in a while
that she thought had disappeared forever
As this unfamiliar face stares back
This face of despair and sadness
The girl who is always trying to inspire people to be a positive person
This girl has given up all hope
She thought about what had just happen and she feels as if she is in a dream,
this is all not real But it is, It has beat her she thinks
as she stands there and looks at the reflection.
As she takes the razor off the shelf in the shower,
she thinks to herself is this how I want it to end .
yes she’s convinced her self.
But then she stops and thinks, is this really what I want.
I have the potential to do whatever I’d like .
wow now this seems like a cowardly move, the easy way out.
No, she is going to fight
make It though all this sadness and negativity in her life.
She will make things better . and have fun again.
Become that girl she wants to be,
she will fight through it all