There are some amazing moments in my life, there really are. But the second I feel awful, it's right where I left it and I continue to break. It's like nothing healed. I'm falling apart. More and more. I'll be shattered into the smallest sharp pieces.
I feel left out. And I get it, people have their own plans and stuff. But just when I didn't feel like I can be more lonely, I see that it is possible.