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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 24, 2013 2:58pm UTC

I wish someone would randomly tell me little facts about myself. Not ones that I have already told them but ones they have picked up by themselves because they care enough to notice the little things I do

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 24, 2013 2:56pm UTC

I am no one's first
Or second
Or last
I really believe
That I am no one's anything
Or someone
Or something

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beautifulhomicide
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August 14, 2013 4:16pm UTC

One thing I’ve learn is that you should never look back. The past is dead and buried. You get nothing from living there. It’s all about today. But I’ve been having these dreams. In them, nothing’s real. Nothing’s solid, everything’s fantasy.
An illusion

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 4:30pm UTC

butterflies died
in my stomach
and the roses
wilted too
it seems that nothing
is beatiful anymore
not even you

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 4:25pm UTC

Tell me if you ever cared,
if a single thought
for me was spared.
Tell me when you lie in bed,
do you think of
something I once said.
Tell me if you hurt
at all when someone
says my name with yours.
It may have been so long ago,
but I would give
the world to know.

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 4:10pm UTC

I don't care if you are going to tell everyone about what I have done to you.
But please, just don't forget to tell them about what you did to me.

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:59pm UTC

Just once.
Just once I want to matter.
I want to matter, to the person that matters to me.
I want to be important.
I want to be longed for, treasured.
I don't want to hear, "They aren't worth it".
I want to be worth it, I want to fight for something.
I want to fight for it, finally find out what it's like to win and see just how worth it was in the end.
No one ever seems to want, as much as I want them.
No one seems to think I'm worth it.
Just once I'd like to be worth it.
I want someone to fight just as hard for me, as I do them

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:53pm UTC

And it hurts that I can't be
what everyone wants
or what anyone needs
and it hurts I can't be
what I want
or what I need
because I am not enough
and I won't be enough
and I'll never be close to enough
and I'm just so damn tired

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:50pm UTC

When you meet someone who self-harms,
Don't say, "you need to stop"
Say "you are so strong, I am so pround of you
For battling for so long, don't give up, keep fighting"
And then give them a hug and swear it will make them the happiest person

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:45pm UTC

You forgot me.
As if you ripped out a page from your book
for no one to see
For no one to speak of
because you were too embarrassed
to be reminded that you were
my friend
or that you even said
words
to me

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:42pm UTC

Living with depression
is like watching people around you
breathing but instead
your blue lips inhale
words of self-hatred
and you know you should
be able to fill your
lungs
with fresh oxygen
like everyone else
but you can't

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:36pm UTC

What do you call it when all you feel is pain
When your loved ones look at you,
And all you feel is shame.
When you know your life is meaningless
, And you're the one to blame.
What do you call it when you feel so alone
When you're in your house,
But it doesn't feel like home.
When you look back in your life,
And all the choices you made seem wrong.
While you're sitting, waiting to die.
But it all feels too long...

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:31pm UTC

what you deserve
Thank you for not giving up on me
no matter how many times
I've want to give up on myself.
I'm obsessive, possessive, aggressive,
I'm the stupidest genius and the most beautiful lie.
Even though all my pages have been ripped out, you ment the binding back to perfection with love.
I truly adore the way you protect me
from the harshness of the world,
when really you should be protecting yourself
from the harshness of me.
I appreciate that you ignore your soaking shirt
as you hold this trembling creature in your arms.
You don't even say real words as you soothe me,
you just softly hum in my ear and know the melody implicates
that this is not a swan song but an outstanding overture.
You haven't got the slightest clue how bad I've gotten, how I just don't feel the depression, I've become my depression. It will take a long time for me to shed this dark cloak, but when I become myself once more, I swear to the moon and back
you'll finally have the daughter you deserve.

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:19pm UTC

Some days
I want to actually be put
in the hospital
just to see if anybody cared enough
to visit,
and stay with me
until I'm okay again.
But then it hit me.
Who would even want
to see
a girl who got put
in the hospital because
of her mental illness?

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:16pm UTC

May I live inside your laugh lines,
breath the air in your lungs,
melt into your britle bones,
and fall asleep in your mind?
I want to be with you always,
so when the bad thoughts
and the lying monsters,
and the chilling darkness
come to haunt you,
we will be ready.
Though I may bring my
own nightmares and
monsters and darkness
we won't have to fight
alone anymore and we
shall win against them
together.

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:10pm UTC

Ana and Mia.
They're best friends and usually work as a team.
They're both quite spiteful and make you feel unhappy no matter how hard you try.
Don't be friends with Ana or Mia
because they like to take control

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 3:07pm UTC

The question
isn't who is
going to let me;
it's who is
going to stop
me.

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 2, 2013 8:55pm UTC

It's quite sad
How people make promises
About the future
Because they have no idea
What happens in the future
People say things like
I will always love you
I will always be here for you
Things will get better
'I promise'
But
It's 6 months later
And you don't love me
You aren't here for me
And
Things haven't gotten any better

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 2, 2013 8:51pm UTC

I hate you for not caring,
not even half as much as i did.
and i hate you for drawing me in
whenever you needed something,
only to throw me out whenever
i needed you.
and i hate how i can't even list
all the things i hate about you
without pulling at my hair and
clawing at the memories.
because more than anything,
i hate myself for missing you
and i hate myself for thinking
about you and i hate myself
for not really,
truly ever
being able
to hate you.

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beautifulhomicide
posted a quote
August 2, 2013 8:46pm UTC

I have this hatred
building inside me.
It's burrowed its way
into my head.
It courses
though my veins.
It screams
in my ears and
pounds against
my ribcage,
begging to be
set free through
angry tears.
Soon this madness
will reach my soul;
by then there will be
nothing left
of me.

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