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You Are Beautiful [♥]
Did I mention youre beautiful? Well, you are. Let me start of by telling you a little about me. Hi, my name is Erica. & i am taken, by the most amazing guy ever, who obviously means so much to me . I made this witty March 7, 2012, to make a difference, whether it changes 1000 beautiful lives, or just one, big or small, I plan to make a difference. And I know I'm no Martin Luther King Jr, or Nelson Mandelam or any of those amazing inspirational people, but Im still gonna try; I don't like giving up. I guess I just want to be able to look back on my life when I'm 80 years old, with my 200 cats, or husband, and say, "Yeah, I saved a life, i know how it feels, to look into a mirror, and cringe at what you see. I know how it feels to be leaning over a toilet after every meal because you just want to be skinny. I know what it is like to be bullied; the names? They hurt. Badly. I know the pain you feel when you cut your wrist, wishing you were good enough for him. &I know those days where you just cant wait to get home, so you can go to your room, and cry your eyes out, because you hate your life. And I can go on, and on, but Im just stop there. I know all this, because I am going through the same exact things. Depression. Cutting. Anorexia. Bulimia.Crying. I have been through all of those, and still are, But you know what? I am getting better. I havent cut in 2 months. I am starting to eat more. Keeping it down has been a challenge, but Im getting there. My fake smile is starting to get realer and realer by the day. I still have those moments, where I feel like I need to cut, or where I just want to randomly burst into tears, but I blink those tears back- and think of happy memories. And, it works. I am getting better, day by day, month by month, year by year. My inspiration to be able to do all this? Demi Lovato. Without her, I dont know where I would be... Or who I would be... She saved my life. Demi is one of the strongest people I know.Im gonna stop rambling about myself now. :) My quotes are meant to inspire people. I want to make a difference, and I plan to. I want to make all you beautiful people smile- after all, you deserve it. I want you to know, that you are beautiful; no, you are beyond beautiuful, if only there was a word for that. Dont ever let someone tell you different, because they are dead wrong. Dont even let someone tell you that you arent worth it, or no one loves you, or no one cares about you, because you &know what? Theyre wrong. I love you. I care about you. Even though I dont know most of you, and you could be, halfway across the world from where I am, but I still love you, and if you kill yourself; if you take those pills, or cut that vein, because you think youre not gonna be missed, you are thinking way wrong. I will miss you. You & youre friends? Family? They will be devastated. And, you wll lose all that youve been fighting for. So please, just stay strong. Hold on a little longer; it& is worth it, trust me. Dont give up now. You have SO much to live for. I know at times it may seem like youre all alone, but you arent. If you ever need someone to talk to, I will be there for you. You can talk to me on here, on my Facebook or if you dont feel comfotable talking on here, or on Facebook, then leave me a comment, and I can give you my number, and we can talk on the phone or text, whatever works for you :) This page is for you guys, and I just want to make sure you live your life to the fullest, I mean YOLO, unless youre a cat... then YOLO ;) If youre still reading, then wow... I admire you for that; I probably just wasted 5 minutes of your life. But follow, leave comments, whatever works for you. :) You are all beautiful, and I love you. xx, Erica
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