Me: *send him the song Falling For You by Colbie Callet*
Him: Umm…
Me: Sorry, I just needed to tell you
Him: Can I talk to you in person about this? Like tomorrow?
Me: Sure.
Him: Unless you want to talk now.
Me: It's up to you. I'm good either way.
Him: No, no, no, it’s up to you.
Me: Could we talk now?
Him: Alright, if you want to.
Me: Okay.
Him: So where should I start?
Me: Wherever you would like.
Him: I really don’t know where to start though.
Me: Ummm how about your reaction when you read it?
Him: Well…
Me: What? Please be completely honest with me.
Him: Ok honest you asked for it; Look Faith you're an awesome girl with a great sense of humor, I like that, And I'm being completely true when I say this that it hurts me just as much as it hurts you when I say that I don’t know if I'm as into you as you are to me… You might say you're fine with it but I know you're not Faith… I know you and I know the way you keep things inside to make sure you don’t hurt anybody else and I just want you to know you don’t need to do that with me. You can be completely honest with me. I know it hurts, so I just want to say I'm sorry.. I'm really truly sorry
Me: It's fine. I asked for the truth and the truth is what I got. I didn't want you to sugar coat it.
Just promise me one thing?
Him: Anything
Me: That we can still be friends and pretend this never happened. I don't want this to ruin our friendship.
Him: Don't worry it won't I swear to God
Me: Thank you and I'm really sorry
Him: No, I’m sorry.
Me: It’s all good.
So this is how the conversation went when I tried to tell the guy I liked that I liked him. He really is am amazing guy. You know, this is going to sound corney but as much as this hurt me, if this made him happy then I guess I am happy also.