aylin estrada || fourteen years young || freshman || new jersey
"I can't tell you the key to success but I can tell you the key to failure, pleasing everyone." ~ Ed Sheeran † Hi there i'm aylin. i love making people smile so if you ever need to talk just come to my comment box or kik me; aylinxxestrada or my tumblr ask is always open; www.promisetomissme.tumblr.com . i am a freshman in parsippany high school. i'm not your average teenage girl. there is a lot to learn about me. i have a bad past but my future will be bright. i love music, it's my escape next to sleep. i have obsessions such as one direction, ed sheeran, cher lloyd, eminem, skrillex, drake, justin bieber, kingsley, the hunger games, bracelets, gum, etc. i love meeting new people so don't be afraid to talk to meee and always remember that i love you and you're beauiful the way you are you don't need to change for anyone. kbye love <3
aylinstee posted a quote
October 8, 2012 7:53pm UTC
aylinstee posted a quote
October 8, 2012 3:39pm UTC
you know what i don't like about myself? the fact that my legs jiggle. the fact that my cheeks arer "chubby". the fact that my smile doesn't light someones day. the fact that my teeth are yellow no matter how hard i brush my teeth. the fact that my mom and i fight constantly. the fact that people don't like me. the fact that people pick other girls cause they're prettier. the fact that everyone knows me as "the suicidal freak" the fact hat everyone makes fun of my scars. the fact that my burns are still there. the fact i can never be pretty enough or skinny enough for someone. the fact that i have to live with this constant pain. that's why.
aylinstee posted a quote
October 30, 2011 6:00pm UTC
I don't what it is thats got me like this his perfect eyes? his perfect smile? his perfect cologne smell? his perfect personality? his perfect sense of humor? or the way he knows when im happy upset how to make me smile even when the whole world is turning their back on me? or all of the above?
aylinstee posted a quote
October 11, 2011 6:35pm UTC
I just need a witty best friend to talk to to text to complain to laugh with to oovoo with to joke around with to tell her/him about my insecurities someone who will listen to me to just be me and ill do the same <3 (:
aylinstee posted a quote
August 28, 2011 2:10pm UTC
So the other day, my mom was trying to explain to me about judgment day I was soo confused then finally my little sister says "All the dead people line up in a line and God and the Devil have a thumb war and an arm wrestling contest to see who goes where." My little sister <3 Format by Sandrasaurus
aylinstee posted a quote
July 23, 2011 11:19pm UTC
♥|||||||||||♥||||||||||||||||||♥|||||||||||||||||||||♥|||||||||||||||||||♥||||||||||♥|| I got my first build-a-bear, to you it might be lame, but -i never had one when i was little why? because my mom didn't have the money for it When i was little even though she worked in 3 jobs she didn't have left over money i still love my mom ♥|||||||||||||♥|||||||||||||||♥|||||||||||||||||| ||||♥||||||||||||||||||||||♥|||||||||||♥|
aylinstee posted a quote
July 23, 2011 11:07pm UTC
♥ Today i asked my mom to make me a ponytail like she used to when i was little; she said sure and while she was doing my ponytail we both started to cry she told me i was growing up too fast and she told me that she remembers that when i was little she used to always make me a ponytail or any hairstyle i used to never fight with her and i used to cry myself to sleep when i couldn't watch a movie now i cry cause of the same guy i hugged my mom and told her i would always be her little girl. i miss the old days i love my mom ♥ nmf
Cell Phone Quiz. :) 1. got your phone? when don't i? 2. what's your current ringtone? super bass 3. what kind of phone do you have? blackberry curve 4. who do you text most? this kid arman (: 5. how many msgs are currently in your inbox? 618 6. who is the 17th person in your contacts? gabby 7. what color is your phone? black but has a pink case 8. who is the 6th person under M ? mary-yam (mariam) 9. do you have a cover for your phone? yes!!!!(: 10. do you want a new phone? sometimes i get fed up with mah fone but i love it
yesterday i found out That the guy my best friend is in love with is dating another girl. But my best friend and him were in love for over a year. Then that f*cking c*nt decides to go out with this h*e and act like him and my best friend had absolutely NOTHING and he told me to tell her if i wanted to so i did she started crying i didn't know what to do because it was over the phone cause she couldn't come over. Please give me at least 50 quotes to show her HE'S NOT WORTH IT. you don't have to but she's really special to me and she was always there for me so i want to be there for her. I LOVE YOU for reading this <3(: follow her if you want love_confused best friend there could ever be other then me lol iloveher<3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ not for faves. nmf
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