Dear Future Boyfriend,
First off, good luck with me. I have many flaws and imperfections and I hope you can look past those.
There's a lot you should know about me. My mind likes to run wild at times,
and there are time when I think I'm not pretty or worthless. Those are the times when I need you the most.
I need you just to hold me and tell me I'm beautiful. I've been hurt before, and trusting isn't all that easy anymore.
So help push away all my doubts and I'll always know I can count on you and tell you anything.
I want you to prove to me that not all guys are jerks, and you really are special.
I want to be able to know that someone really does truly love me. I want to wake up to good morning and goodnight texts,
I want you to randomly tell me you love me, I want you to always make me smile,
I want you to show me off to all your friends, I want you to hold my hand to prove that I'm yours,
I want you to cuddle with me, I want you to give me your hoodie, so I can fall
asleep smelling your cologne, I want you to still love me without makeup,
and with baggy sweats on, I want you to kiss me in the rain like in the movies,
I want you to run up behind me and hug me from behind, pull me closer by my beltloops,
kiss my forehead while we're hugging, I want you to stay on the phone with me until I fall asleep.
I hope you never cheat on me. I won't get jealous if you have other friends who are girls, but if you ever lie,
you should know I'll have trouble trusting you after that. Under all my makeup, and smiles,
I can be the best girlfriend you've ever had. I can be the most sweetest, caring, person you'll meet.
Don't worry, I don't only expect you to do sweet things, I'm pretty creative myself. Just know that whoever you are,
I can't wait for you to come into my life, and make everything right again.
Whoever you are you must be special. I know this is a lot to ask, and maybe you can't achieve all this,
but that doesn't matter. Just remember, if you show me you love me, I'll be yours forever.