alyXbabee

Status: I'm on the border of giving up, and seeing how much more I can take...

Member Since: 11 Nov 2011 08:10pm

Last Seen: 4 May 2015 03:20pm

Birthday: September 5

Location: Pittsburgh, PA

Gender: F

user id: 237182

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It looks like you have stumbled upon my witty profile. Let me introduce myself, I'm Alyson, Aly for short. I live in a small town just south of Pittsburgh. I am currently 15 years young and going into my junior year of high school. I plan on going to college for special education. I am in my high school's marching band, I twirl the flags. Nobody likes our band because we get first place in everything. We do better than our football team. Well enough about that. I have so many people that I could thank for all their help with me. If you didn't know I used to self harm. I recently quit and am going to stay cut free forever. I have saved a few people's lives, one including my best friend from kindergarden. My favorite bands/singers are: Parachute, The Cab, Cady Groves, Mayday Parade, All Time Low, Demi Lovato, Green Day, and many, many more. I believe that I was put on this earth to help people and listen to people. So if you ever need someone I will ALWAYS be here. And lastly, I'm single and proud of it. I always get my hopes up with boys. But that's okay because eventually the right one will come along. Well now that I've typed a novel I will go. Goodbye fellow wittians, I love you <3

Below you will see a picture of me, and a picture of my color guard family.

Disorder Your Score

Major Depression:	High
Dysthymia:	Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	Slight
Cyclothymia:	High-Moderate
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Extremely High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
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alyXbabee
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January 29, 2013 11:37pm UTC

A few months ago, if you would have asked me where I saw myself in the future, I would have told you that I did not see myself here at all. If you would have asked me what I thought of myself, I would have told you that I thought I was the biggest waste of space out there, that i didn't deserve to be here, that I was ugly and fat, that nobody was here for me ever, or that I was alone. That's what depression does to you. I was diagnosed with depression on January 23, 2013. But I did not start getting help until I started to recover on my own. You see, I started dating this guy Aaron. He means everything to me guys. Anyways, I made a promise to him, and myself that I would stop self-harming completely. So far I have kept that promise. I mean don't get me wrong, I still have thoughts of suicide and self-harm, but relapse is always a part of recovery. Right? I mean I still think down on myself CONSTANTLY, but what girl doesn't? Society has drilled an image into all of our brains on what is to be considered "the perfect image". But I am now aware that I am beautiful the way I am, no matter what anybody says. I am living proof that things will get better. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please, if you ever have suicidal thoughts, self-harm, have an eating disorder, or just want to talk, please do not hesitate to talk to me. Stay Strong <3~

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alyXbabee
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January 29, 2013 10:56pm UTC

I think I wait until the last minute to do everything...I still don't have a dress for snowball -_-

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alyXbabee
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November 13, 2012 1:11pm UTC

My mom found my tumblr. She found out how depressed I am. She's taking me to therapy. I'm finally getting help.

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alyXbabee
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October 1, 2012 8:27pm UTC

I honestly don't even know why I'm still here...

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alyXbabee
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October 1, 2012 12:38pm UTC

People are starting to notice that I'm not okay. I can't even fake a smile anymore, it hurts too much. Everything just hurts.

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alyXbabee
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September 20, 2012 8:16pm UTC

Teacher: you're late
Me: so what?
Teacher: you missed an entire period...
Me: are you telling me I'm pregnant?!

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alyXbabee
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September 18, 2012 1:03pm UTC

I'm pretty sure my sister just saw my wrist. Fml.

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alyXbabee
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September 13, 2012 12:01am UTC

♥♥♥
I can't help but think about this. I was ten years old when I went to a therapist for the first time. I was diagnosed with depression. But my mom thought she was lying so I never went back. I can't stop thinking about why my mom would do that. I have gotten worse in those six years. I wonder what would have happened if I actually got the help that I needed from that therapist after finding out I have depression.
♥♥♥

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alyXbabee
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September 11, 2012 10:36pm UTC

I started cutting again. I can't stop.
And I honestly don't know why.

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alyXbabee
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September 9, 2012 6:50pm UTC

he asked me to his schools homecoming last night as my birthday present. But I can't go because it's on a friday and I have marching band.

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alyXbabee
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September 4, 2012 11:11pm UTC

Last night...
I was in such a depressed mood I was really close to cutting again. But I got a text from my friend. He told me not to, then told me why I shouldn't. The last message read "Aly so help me god if you don't answer my texts..." because my phone was off for the night. That was seriously the sweetest thing he's ever done. He's not one to be nice like that. So the fact that he actually showed he cared made me cry. Then today during homeroom he made sure I was okay and that I didn't cut myself.Thank you Trey.

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alyXbabee
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September 2, 2012 10:58pm UTC

I'm seriously falling for you more and more each day and i'm not sure what to do. You're just so perfect <3

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alyXbabee
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September 1, 2012 10:50pm UTC

Plot Twist: Wake me up when September starts

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alyXbabee
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August 23, 2012 7:43pm UTC

Two days ago I donated 10 inches of my long red hair to a beautiful person with cancer.♥

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alyXbabee
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August 21, 2012 11:50am UTC

It's as if nothing happened. The break up, the tears, the broken promises were all just a faded memory. They're acting as if none of it happened, as if, they were falling for each other all over again.

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alyXbabee
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August 5, 2012 3:43am UTC

❤
You're making it really hard for me to get over you...
❤
nmf

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August 3, 2012 2:39am UTC

“Ugh I hate my life” said the 15 year old girl trying on a size 15 jeans as she wiped away the tears flowing down her face, as her size 4 mom comes over and asks her what’s wrong as if she doesn’t know. They then drive home to a house full of people waiting to judge her. So she does what she always does, eats away her feelings, as she sits there and thinks “I wonder what it’s like being skinny. Being able to go to any store you please without having to worry if they carry your size or not”. That girl is me. I’m the size 15 girl who cannot shop at forever 21 and many other places because of my size. I’m the girl that got stuck in a dress today because I’m so fat. I’m that girl, the girl that just wants to be skinny…

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alyXbabee
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July 30, 2012 1:48am UTC

Guys, it's okay. The world won't end this year. Wanna know why? The Jonas Brothers have been to the year 3000.
:p

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alyXbabee
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July 28, 2012 9:35pm UTC

Plot twist: the grooms bride is actually a very nice lady

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alyXbabee
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July 28, 2012 3:09pm UTC

Will anyone follow me on tumblr? I'll follow you back I promise. My URL is alysonhope.

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