olivia; i only met you once but the one time i met you you said "you have to stick out in the crowd, because by the time you reach senior year people are only going to remember you if you were an individual &didnt care what others thought of you" you told me that becasue i was trying on dresses and didnt like any of them on me, you said that you wanted to get a dress for the christmas dance that wasnt going to be like anyone elses, but people were going to remember you because of that. sure you told me this while i was shopping in maurices; but still ive remebered that and still care a little bit less of what people think of me just because i perfect stranger took the time to tell me, so i may not have known you very well but rest in peace. you'll definetly be remembered ♥
a senior in my school commited suicide; and this is how ill remeber her because she was so different adn was always smiling from what ive heard; she was a really great girl. and peoples mean words killed her, because people dont think before they speak they just say it; whether or not its going to ruin someones day.. they dont care and it breaks my heart to think of how alone and hurt she must of felt if she did that, no one deserves that. ever. i know how it feels ive been there ive had a terrible day, whether it be with family or just inconsiderate people at school, sometimes both; ive felt like i had no one to turn to and i didnt understand why people had to be so mean.. did they not se me crying, ould they not tell that they had hurt me enough. and ive realized that peple are always going to be mean there never going ot learn no matter how many suicides so pleasepleasepleaseplease dont become a statistic, i know your reading this thinking "yeah you want to help but you dont undrstand" someone somewere out there understands, and you can find them, i promise you i will try to understand, i understand alot, ive been through alot. so please if suicide ever crosses your mind, or even if your having a bad day or someone decided to try to ruin your day with some rude remark, come to me, il listen, and so will ilovetosmile & laughyourheartout those are a couple of my friends that i know are willing to listen, but so am i. no matter what. suicide is never the way to go. becasue you deserve tto live you are here for a reason you just have to find it ♥
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