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Hi theer,
my name is jeanne, yes like the one that grants wishes:P
im 14 and average teenage girl to most, a crazy syco maniac to her friends.
i love life i love my friends and i loooove sports.
sports are my life, like litterally other than watching spongebob sports is all i do,
i also love to write which is wierd, idek why i like to.. i just do!
i love when people try to make me feel down on myself cause ive learned that im DAMN beautiful
no matter what anyone says,
ive got a long story and an interesting one at that feel free to ask about it
i love you all
my witty sisters.
my long lost friends
xoxo-
jeanne martin

Cause if we stand for nothing
we'll fall for anything.

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July 23, 2011 5:10pm UTC

CYBERLOVE
chapter 1
I walked through the halls of my small middle school on a Friday afternoon, it was lunch time and everyone was cramped together as we made our way to the cafeteria, I walked with my best friends Brittany and Cailin at my sides, I sat down at our usual table near the 20 foot windows, I didn’t get any thing to eat, but that was nothing new to me, I put on my fake smile and laughed a long with the other girls as they talked about some ‘loser’ who they heard cut her self, chills ran down my spine as I pulled my long sleeve shirts over my knuckles and crossed my arms, “ Sam” my friend Ashley said as she gave me a concerned look “ why don't you ever get any lunch?” she asked, “ I had a big break feast” I lied as a fake smile once again appeared on my face,.
My name is Sam, Well its actually Samantha but people either call me Sam or Sammie, I live in a small town on the east coast of the united states, its kind of like the suburbs, I go to a small middle school with about 600 kids, we all cram into old seats that our buts stick to due to the lack of air conditioner in the school, I maintain one of the best reputations in the school, im about 5’4 with long blonde hair, I played sports and I was known as one of the ‘toughest’ girls in my grade, I sang in the chorus and have had a lot of boyfriends, I once beat half of the boys in an arm wrestling match.
My Secret.
I think I’m the ugliest creature to walk this earth, my hair is too thick and my face is just horrendous , I play sports because I don't want to be a disappointment to my dad who has already been let down by my older brother and sister, I stopped eating break feast and lunch about 8 months ago because my mom called me fat, I’ve begun to cut my wrists and burn myself with my straightener, on the outside, I’m the tough artsy, energetic girl that everyone expects perfection from but to myself, I’m a mess.
This is my story of love, danger, and finding who I really am

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June 29, 2011 6:42pm UTC

fire and ice
prologue
my name is Angel, and yes like the little goody twoshoes that dress in white have wings and golden hailos, but, dont judge a book by its title, because my name is a complete lie as to who i am. I was born in Chicago, when i was 7 my house caught on fire, and i watchedd my parents suffer, sience then i have been stuck in and out of every foster home in practically the whole country. There are secrets ive pieced together and there are the once that i stil have no idea of, like the night i killed my parents, unknowingly ofcourse.
-flashback-
" mom look at my drawing" i said, squelling as i put the paper pretty much up her nose i had drawn a dragon with fiery eyes
" hun, try to draw something more.. more sweet" she had said, i smiled and nodded, more sweet, on it.
i drew a camp surrounding a fire, the fire flames were up to the trees and the sparks shown in the campers eyes
" is this better mommy?" i had asked my eyes anticipating her answer.
"um, Angel try drawing some angels for a change, fire isnt a good thing, bad people cause fire, fire is nothing to be happy about" i winced at her words as if they had insulted some part of me that i hadnt yet discovered, i walked away the paper crumpling under my fists, but when i looked down they wernt crumpling they were burning.
i looked at my hands as they glew with the hot orange color, i dropped the paper and squeled, i ran to my room as i flipped my hand back and forth wondering where the flames had come from, i pressed my hand to the cool edge of my window and whatched the ice from the outside defrost as my hand went across it, i gasped and held my breathe, scared of what i was. Just then a huge flame erupted from the lawn as i saw that the paper had grown into a huge fire i saw my mom collapsed right near the fire and my dad finally noticing the flames and screaming in horror, i sat at my window, almsot pleased that they were suffering, i watch them gasp as their lungs could no longer had clean air to breathe, i encouraged the flames with my mind, i told them to grow and to kill, i fell to my knees out of breathe, my eyes scanned the room to find who had done this to my wonderful parents, until i faced the mirror and saw my eyes a miror reflection of the fire my hair was glowing a deep crimson color and my lips were bright red, that girl was me, and i wasnt the good Angel i thought i was.
-flashback over-
tell me what you think! xoxo
love never comes easy
*nmf

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June 22, 2011 7:11pm UTC

i will be continuing my story 'insanity' on my other account (justwrittingforfun) Check it outt :))

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May 18, 2011 7:21pm UTC

heeey girls
its alone_at_last hereeee i made a new account (justwrittingforfun) i will no longer be writting on this account, thank to my followers who have been with me throughout love you all hope you like my new story on my new account check it out ♥♥

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heeey girls its alone_at_last
i was wondering if anyone was still reading ?? if so please comment and tell me what you think so farr (:
thanks ((:::

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unwanted
chapter 1
page 9
"DONT DO IT" he screamed i heard the engine start in the backround "im on my way jamie dont do anything" i grabbed the wrope and tied it around a metal bar in my closet, i placed my neck in it, all i had to do now was kick the chair out from under me and bam, instant suffication. Jack hung up, but i heard the car pull in the drive way, 'now' i thought, and i slowly kicked the chair out from under me and let myself fall. my eyes were slowly drooping but open enough for me to see jacks hands pull open the closet and him scream "OH MY GOD" i felt his warm hands pull at my waist and the hard cool edge of a knife slice the wrope, and then i blacked out.
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i woke up in the hospital, IV tubes were stuck in all over me, my neck hurt, really bad, i couldnt really move it, i moved my eyes around and saw Jack sleeping over in a chair, his shirt was bloody, was that my blood? i saw a doctor walk in " hello jamie, how are you? look, we are going to be putting you in a treatment center for about a week or twoo, is that alright?" a treatment center ? really, do they think im that bad? "will i get to see him?" i whispered eying jack "no not for the time your there" he said, great i thought, guess im already heading to hell.
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unwanted
chapter 1
page 8
"STOP" i screamed as i tried to pull her off of him, it was no use she was too strong, i looked down at Jack his face, beaten and swollen, she turned around her eyes crazed, she slowly walked towards me i tried to cover myself, but her arm went up and slapped my face, i tried to run but i tripped, my arms to weak to pull myself up, "your just a pile of bones" she whispered and turned around, seeing Jack try to climb down the balcony, he was too slow, she walked over, stepped on his hands and then, let him fall. "ah!" i gasped, as i woke up, 'chill out jamie' i thought 'it was just a dream calm down' i couldnt belive how selfish i had been, when the whole time, jack was hurting too. i pulled my knees up to my stomache, trying to keep myself from falling apart. I had admited i had a problem but so far ive done nothing to help it, i know im nothing, the blade only does so much for me, im done fighting, i know jack loves me but i just cant keep doing this, im done.im giving up, no place like hell.
*sorry its short :P*
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April 23, 2011 7:58pm UTC

BOYS NEED TO GET OFF WITTY
no offence, but this place is for GIRLS, just, please leave
nmf

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April 22, 2011 10:12pm UTC

unwanted
chapter 1
page 7
Jamies POV
i walked outside, hand and hand with Jack and we walked to my house, "eat something" jack said, his tone worried like it always was when he talked to me. " fine" i said, i grabbed a muffin, and suprizingly i ate it all, and for a little while i actually felt good, but good things never last. I ran to my bathroom, my stomache was curling and i bent over the toilet, and threw up, this has been happening a lot lately everytime i eat i throw up after, but jack was there, and i had never had anyone there for me. After i threw up i sat down with Jack and he told me a side to him i never knew.
Jacks POV
I decided it was alright for Jamie to know alittle bit about me. " well, um, from when i was 5- till i was 14 my mom abused me," i heard Jamie gasp alittle " remember that time i said i tripped and broke my leg? well, my mom actually pushed me off the balcony, you always want your parents to love you even if they hit you, a part of you just keeps wishing and wishing they still love you" Jamie looked at me eyes full of shock, " when i was 12, i turned to weed, it was something to make me forget what was going on in my life, to feel nothing for once, one day, i tried meth, and i overdosed on it, jamie i almost died that night, andthe only one in my family that came to see me was my sister, my sister was bulimic, she would throw up everytime after she would eat, she almost died to, i dont want the people i love to hurt," i moved awkwardley around, and she whispered " you think im bullimic dont you" she said her eyes watering, " yeah Jamie, i know you are, ive seen it before trust me" i said, and she threw herself into my arms, " im scared " she whispered, " arent we all" i said as i ran my fingers through her hair.
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heeey girlies
is alone at last here i cant write tonight but i promise i will tommorow

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unwanted
chapter 1
page 7
It was Monday again, yay, my favorite day of the week.not. I hated school more than anything, i hated the clicks and the groupies i hated everyone, I walked into the lunch room at about 11:45 and sat down, alone of course nothing new about that. I sat there eating a few grapes that i got, thats all ill be having for today. I saw Jack walk in, i knew he wouldnt even notice me, he's the popular one, he wouldn't be caught dead with someone like me. I looked down trying to go unnoticed, But then i felt someones knees press against mine, i looked up into his green swealtering eyes, he - - he actually sat with me.... " w - what are you doing" i whispered, everyone in the cafeteria was looking at him " DUDE what are you doing with that?" one of his friends yelled from across the lunch room, Jack looked down at me and winked and then look up again " im sitting with my girlfriend, jackass" he said . .. wait did he just say i was his girlfriend????? what.... pinch me? " i mean if thats okay with you" he said " o its fine" i said, a smiling bitting the edges of my lips, "GROSS" a few of the girls that walked by said, he should be with me, he should be with someone popular, i looked up at him " i dont deserve you" i whispered " you deseve the best" he said taking my hand, and my sleve rolled down just enough for him to see the little butterfly i had carved into my wrist last night, "jamie.." he said looking at me , his smile faiding, " we'll get through this" he whispered, kissing the butterfly.
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unwanted
chapter 1
page 6
I walked out of the hospital with Jack, they told me i wasnt going to get any better unless i eat, thats not going to happen, i walked into my house with Jack following behind, and i ran up to my room and threw my self on the bed, Jack came up behind me and gave me a pen and a piece of paper, and told me to say it, to say it out loud, to admit, what i was and am going through, i pressed me shakey finger against the pen and lifted it up, ' my name is Jamie Smith, and i am anorexic and i cut my self, just so i know i can still feel' i wrote that and handed the paper back to Jack, " good," he said " first step is admiting you have a problem" he said smilling and grabbing my hand, i smiled, a real smile, the first time that has happened in months. " i love you" i whispered as i put my head against his cheast, tracing the words that were carved into my wrist, " ilove you to"he mumbled against my hair, "always have always will"
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that last page was supposed to be chapter 1 page 5 not page 4.

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