Ok there is something i need to say. If you already know me, you know this happened to me. Also, you a couple of my witty sisters have been there when it happened. I just need to let this go. Im sick of knowing this happened, and I allowed it. I am going to change his name so I do not explode his privacy. even though he exploded mine.
Okay so it all started in i think 5th grade. (I am now about to start 8th grade) when a boy named "Anthony" started to like me. I was at the park with my friend Emme (emmeg8) and we were there for her brother's baseball party. Anthony was there and he followed my and Em down by the river. Now he was and still is not the most popular boy in school and the fact that he liked me kinda creeped me out. I sat with Em by the river and he thought it was okay to just sit with us. I felt bad about his absolute no knowldge about how to impress or like me so I walked away with my friend left behind kinda just telling him what to do. Like what to say to me in order to tell me he liked me even though I already knew. When I came back, Emme said she had to "get a drink" and i use quotes because i know she wanted her magic advice to be put in action. She left and we were all alone. I sat there ploting revenge for emme when it begun... "will you be my girlfriend?" he asked me. Shocked i almost nearly fell into the rriver. I sat there not knowing what to say. Truth is i really didnt wanna go out with him and instead of telling him that, i said "Well Im not so sure i can date you know the fact that im like ten and all you get the point." He looked at me, smiled, and said, "well go ahead and ask her if you truly love me, then she will let you" at this point i was like GET THE HECK AWAY FROM ME! I dont truly love you and i never will. I didnt say that but what i did say was, "eh i dont think i should and i kinda dont want to, you know have a boyfriend i like someone else. He glared at me, "Who?" he asked with a determined tone. I got up and started to walk away. "WHO!" he yelled. I stood there and looked back at him. "Why you wanna go beat him up?" i said loosing my temper. The boy i liked was very popular and out of my leauge but a girl can have a dream. He walked up to me and kissed me right on the lips. I pushed away. I ran over to emily who did witness this just didnt come down cause she just didnt want to interfere. I told her. And we left the river. I thought it would never happen again, i would never talk to him again, but 6th grade, i had a locker right beside him. In 6th grade, he did this exact thing 5 more times. And every time it hurt even more. I have never told any grown ups, or even my parents. Each time got more and more intense. The 5th time that happened closer to today, i pushed away and he kissed my neck, at our school dance he asked me to dance and touched my butt.
Im sorry this was so long if you read this, please comment below so i can thank you. Im really sorry i had to let it out. This was not made up it was totally real, and i thought after 2 years it was finnally time to tell someone, more lilke all my witty sisters. <3 you all and remeber to commment. tell me what i should have done!