Things change so fast. One second I was yours, now we're not even friends. You broke my heart.
Remembering all those times when I'm alone:
Talking to you all night long
Being sneaked out to see you at parties
Sitting so close I could hear your breath and heart beat
Sharing everything about ourselves
Helping each other with any problems we have
Playing games and just having fun
But the biggest thing was....
when you said, "I won't get a gf but please promise me you won't get a new bf, cause that could actually happen," and then you looked into my eyes and said, "Forever and Always."
Tears coming out of both our eyes as vacation ended and I traveled back to where I lived. Knowing I'll see you again in just some time. And thinking things are going to stay the same.
Things changed really quickly, some things happened that I still don't know. I know you got a new gf, but why? I know kids we both knew were bugging you, but what did that do?
As I came back to visit you, it was as if I entered a whole new world. We weren't talking, not even friends. Now I'm back from my trip once again and I can't feel that my last trip was my fault.
Why didn't I have the guts to go up to you in front of everyone? Why didn't I say something while I had the chance? Why did I keep putting it off? Now I may have lost you forever.
I always seem to blame everything on the guy, but not this time. What can I say. I still love you, no matter how long it's been, and I miss you.
Wishing everyday I could just tell you this, but knowing it's too late and I'll only get a, "leave me alone," or "idc."
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