When the world is crashing down on you... dont be afraid to get up and smile, hang out, and laugh a little more go to school with a head up high and get through the day, get him mad, act like everythings fine, look hot and pretend your fine because in the end all that matters is who has stayed with you, and if hes not the one... you have nothing to worry about. your perfect and special in your own way and way better then him<3 readd<3 venting!
No your not going to knock me down again. And no I wont fall for you again. I'm better then that. I walked out of this with my head high thinking, woah, why did I let my self fall? I knew I would end up a mess like last time. Talking about me telling everyone I'm such a bi***. Well honey thats not how it works. I relized I have my girlies and dont need this. Guess what? I'm gonna walk to school with a smile and relize I'm fine with out you and it makes me feel great=)
I wonder if you... wake up with tears in your eyes, think about me as much as I think of you, think of those nights we shared and the laughs, you start crying when you hear my name, get jelous when you see me with other guys, like I do when your with other girls, watch my name pop up on your buddy list and think only if I could talk to her, will ever feel the same again </3 ughh venting</3
Today, I had a bad day. Some friends being rude. Some guys being rude and boyfriend acting awkward. While sitting on the computer my mom walked in and said, "Whats wrong?Where you crying. It looks like it." All I tell her is, "Mom, I'm fine my eyes are just tired." She said, "Stop lying. Tell me whats wrong your eyes always tell the truth." </3 ***True story!!<3
It's the times when you need someone the most and guess what no one's there and the times when everything is perfect and everything seems to be falling in place is the time when everyone who matters is there</3 Venting=(....it can be about anything in my case not about any guy or friends
Everything happens for a reason... Sometimes I lay in my bed all ngiht and think of this... Well theres a reason I'm not with him. Maybe he doesnt need me or want me:(. Then I think theres also a reason I cant stop thinking about him. There might be something that can happen. But then the other night I relized... I just want to feel loved and feel amazing and important to someone. But with boys what can you tell they love you so much one day and the next they brake up with you. It's not like I need a boyfriend. I just want one. I wont ever marry this kid were in middle school... Everything happens for a reason. And all I hope is g-d does what he needs for me to find the best boyfriend while it lasts. Just because I want one... =)....kindaaa makes senceee
Ever had those nights where... ♦You want to start crying all the time ♦You want to take the picture of ~him~ and just rip it up or sometimes kiss it! ♦You just want him in your heart... Well every night has been like that I cant get over you!</3 UGHHH!!!!
Its hard to forget the one that you shared your first love with. Your first kiss with, and the one that would stay up texting you till 1:00 just because your scared and dont wana live. The one that would tell you, your pretty and special when I havent heard that in so long. Even with the two boys I've dated I fall back for you. I cant control it you hurt me so bad and I was crying. I just dont wana go back to you but theres somehting in my heart that leads me your way. Im scared to text you because you might think Im annoying and weird. Well babe we dated before and I wish we never broke up. I just cant stand it anymore. I wana tell you how I feel I love you more then I ever did... Love, ME! PLEASE Venting=(i cant forget about him=(....lazyyy
Sometimes all I want to do is grow up and become a parent and get married so I can forgot about all my mistakes in my teenage years...</3 •Boys •School •Friends •And most of all life and loving<3 VENDING!!