My name is Kennedy. I'm 15 years old and a might not be the prettiest, or the smartest, or most popular, and DEFINATELY not the most coordinated, but i'm perfectly okay with that. I have amazing friends, both male and female (mostly male, i don't like drama). My absolute best friend is Alyssa. We've seen each other at our best, but more important, been there for the worst. I love writing, and reading. Poetry is kinda my thing, but I practically live for quotes. This site and Taylor Swift are my saviors. My favorite writers have to be Shakespear and Emily Bronte. Poe is good too. So ya, that's pretty much me in a nutshell.
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I packed it in a box last night Everything that reminded me of you I was hurt, and I was angry And you didn't even fight back You didn't fight for me last night So I figured I must not be that important I packed it up and never wanted to see it again Put it in a corner of my room And cried myself to sleep It was all packed up and ready to go But when I saw you today-- I couldn't do it. I trusted you, and if you told me you didn't do it, I believe you. Something in you told a different story. It sat in my room as we talked downstairs "So you're saying you think this could still work?" Yes. "What if I said.. I didn't?" My heart shattered, but I had to pull together. You asked if I was okay Called me a liar when I said I was I said "big girls don't cry.." "Big girls do cry. And so do big boys" I shook my head no, But as you hugged me, I broke down "I packed your things in a box, They're ready for you" You came upstairs and began looking through it. "This is all yours," you said. You named each and told why it was mine. I picked your heart- shaped silly band out of the box, And you didn't notice. I took your hand, and placed it in your palm, Slowly closing your fingers around it. You looked at it for a moment and said "This is yours too" And slipped it back upon my wrist. I walked to your car, You gave back my hat I asked for my necklace back. You handed it to me. I stared at it for a moment. Suddenly, I ripped a charm off and returned it to you. "This is still yours" I said, placing my small silver heart in your hand. You smiled, and took it. Good byes are the hardest for me. They hurt the worst "You act like its forever" The words still ring in my ears And I don't know what to make of it. You drove away, and i stood there in the cold rain Thinking, 'isn't life ironic?' I packed it all in a box last night, Everything that reminded me of you. And there it sits At the foot of my bed Right where you left it --Mine--
You were right when you said I was a flight risk, with a fear of falling But I fell for you, didn't I? So I was right to wonder why we bother with love, If it never lasts... --True story.. My ex used to say that to me all the time.
I spend my nights tossing and turning just thinking I can't get him off my mind. Either of them... I know the safe choice- An i know the exciting one- But which one is right? I've liked HIM for so long.. But the other... From the moment we met My heart was racing. What if i screw up? I'll lose them both.. What if I blow my chance? :(
Girl: Look at this picture I just found of you! Boy: Wow u should really burn that or something. Its from like, 4 or 5 years ago Girl: I know, that's why Iove it. It's from way back when. When my hair was short. When neither of us probably even noticed the other. Boy: Well... I noticed you... I was just too scared to talk to you Made me smile :)
Close your eyes And fanticize Allow yourself to be hypnotized Dream of a world Where all is right Let day slowly fade away to night Keep me here Hold me tight Its a perfect world When you just close your eyes -inspired my a conversation I had with a really special guy friend of mine :)
You are my everything, but.. I have to let you go. Because as much as you loved me, i don't think you do anymore.. I don't think the feelings are the same as they were before... And all its going to do is hurt me.. I can spend hours defending you Remembering all the good times we've had together All the memories, all the dreams. All the precious things you said to me. The way I changed you, even just for a little bit. But then, theres also the tears I have to consider. The nights spent crying myself to sleep The days gone by without food, because my nerves were so bad. Gasping for air, trying to find you, but you weren't there. Now, before it turns into last time.. Even though it feels like I'm ripping my own heart out, Squeezing it, twisting and turning it. I have to let you go.. Its not pretty, but neither am i right now.
I'm so sick of the drama. I don't understand it. I really don't. What is the point of ruining someone's relationship? A happy, loving relationship? He's not going to go back to her, HE. DOESNT. WANT. YOU. what don't you get??? so leave me the h-e-double hockey sticks alone! omfg. Why the freak does this keep happening? why? You're going to call me? and make up LIES?? JUST so you can make us miserable?? Someone, please tell me... WHY ARE GIRLS SUCH B|TCH#E$?????