abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
thank you for your comment on my quote. it means a lot!(: reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
i like your name..(; haha. i know you're going through a lot so hopefully reading this comment won't be a waste of the little time you have left. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
i don't know why i'm typing this. some people might see it and think it was a waste of time because you'll never see it. which breaks my heart. when you were still here with us, i really wanted to comment to you so we could talk. but i didn't have the courage. i thought you wouldn't want to talk to me bc so many other girls were commenting to you and they just seemed so much better than me. and now i really regret not taking the chance to get to know you. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
I hope that one day I'll be able to believe that too. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
i will try. just some things are easier said than done. life is just hard and hard to deal with and stuff. i'm just trying to learn how to get through all the pain it brings. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
but like i want to know who i am now. i don't want to wait. it seems like it's something i should just know- something that comes easily. but nothing comes easily to me. i feel like no matter how hard i try, nothing is ever good enough. like i don't know why i screw stuff up all time; i just do. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
I'm scared. scared to be myself bc I don't even know who I am. I have like close friends and stuff but I can't talk to them about this. I just don't think they'd get it. and I might be unique or whatever but I don't know how. nothin I do is special or makes a difference. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
i don't want to say it. i don't want it to be true. but in the moments it always feels right. but i don't know what to do. i just want to be happy and live life to the fullest and all that. i feel like there's just so much wrong with me. stuff people don't want to deal with. and i want to change, i really do. but..idk... reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
thanks for telling me that. so I know i'm not alone. i'm actually sitting in class right now and my teacher just asked me if I was okay. i don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know what reasons to have to be unhappy. and I do stuff to myself that I wish I wouldn't but it's like I can't stop. I want everything to go away. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
um I don't know what to say- just thank you. so much. I've never had anyone reach out to me like that before. I wish the people who knew me were able to see that I need help. but maybe ir's my fault for not showing them. but is what I'm trying to say is just thank you for doing what you do. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
yiu're lucky your broter's girlfriend or whoever cared enough and found you before it was too late. if it was me- well let's just say I wouldn't be that lucky. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
school just sucks. it makes me feel like too different. i know it's good to be different, and i am. but i feel like something's wrong with me. whenever someone talks to me - especially my friends, i just get annoyed and feel like i don't want to talk to anyone..like i want to be alone. but when i'm alone i feel depressed and lonley.
i ust am tired of listening to my friends becasue they're all judgemental and superficial.
thanks for listening. i'm glad to have that. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
i'm glad i got through one more day of school. how are you ? reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
so it looks like everyone is telling you to stay strong and that they love you. so while that might be the appropriate thing for me to say..i just wanted to say hey. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
emilyyyyy i miss you.): ...i need you.
you were always there to help me. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
heyy...i'm a freshman too...so yeah, hey haha. reply
abbeysunshinebaby
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1 decade ago
thanks, same to you. and i love your name haha my sister has the same one, it's a great one and i'm sure you're doing it justice !! reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
thank you for your comment on my quote. it means a lot!(:
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
i like your name..(; haha. i know you're going through a lot so hopefully reading this comment won't be a waste of the little time you have left.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
i don't know why i'm typing this. some people might see it and think it was a waste of time because you'll never see it. which breaks my heart. when you were still here with us, i really wanted to comment to you so we could talk. but i didn't have the courage. i thought you wouldn't want to talk to me bc so many other girls were commenting to you and they just seemed so much better than me. and now i really regret not taking the chance to get to know you.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
I hope that one day I'll be able to believe that too.
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abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
thank you.
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abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
i will try. just some things are easier said than done. life is just hard and hard to deal with and stuff. i'm just trying to learn how to get through all the pain it brings.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
but like i want to know who i am now. i don't want to wait. it seems like it's something i should just know- something that comes easily. but nothing comes easily to me. i feel like no matter how hard i try, nothing is ever good enough. like i don't know why i screw stuff up all time; i just do.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
I'm scared. scared to be myself bc I don't even know who I am. I have like close friends and stuff but I can't talk to them about this. I just don't think they'd get it. and I might be unique or whatever but I don't know how. nothin I do is special or makes a difference.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
i don't want to say it. i don't want it to be true. but in the moments it always feels right. but i don't know what to do. i just want to be happy and live life to the fullest and all that. i feel like there's just so much wrong with me. stuff people don't want to deal with. and i want to change, i really do. but..idk...
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
please. come back. please.
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abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
thanks for telling me that. so I know i'm not alone. i'm actually sitting in class right now and my teacher just asked me if I was okay. i don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know what reasons to have to be unhappy. and I do stuff to myself that I wish I wouldn't but it's like I can't stop. I want everything to go away.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
um I don't know what to say- just thank you. so much. I've never had anyone reach out to me like that before. I wish the people who knew me were able to see that I need help. but maybe ir's my fault for not showing them. but is what I'm trying to say is just thank you for doing what you do.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
yiu're lucky your broter's girlfriend or whoever cared enough and found you before it was too late. if it was me- well let's just say I wouldn't be that lucky.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
school just sucks. it makes me feel like too different. i know it's good to be different, and i am. but i feel like something's wrong with me. whenever someone talks to me - especially my friends, i just get annoyed and feel like i don't want to talk to anyone..like i want to be alone. but when i'm alone i feel depressed and lonley.
i ust am tired of listening to my friends becasue they're all judgemental and superficial.
thanks for listening. i'm glad to have that.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
i'm glad i got through one more day of school. how are you ?
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
so it looks like everyone is telling you to stay strong and that they love you. so while that might be the appropriate thing for me to say..i just wanted to say hey.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
emilyyyyy i miss you.): ...i need you.
you were always there to help me.
reply
abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
heyy...i'm a freshman too...so yeah, hey haha.
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abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
you're beautiful.(:
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abbeysunshinebaby · 1 decade ago
thanks, same to you. and i love your name haha my sister has the same one, it's a great one and i'm sure you're doing it justice !!
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