Because i love your everything.
a one direction fanfic♥
t h i r t y f o u r
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QwyaWRBk4Y&feature=player_embedded#! It was pretty hard finding a song that went nearly perfect with this chapter, but here you guys goo. :)
I couldn't handle it anymore.. I needed to go home.
So, that's just what i did..
I started packing, and caught the earliest flight back to Arizona.
I'd already explained to Clarissa that my mum was.. Was dying.
Still, I couldn't quite wrap my head around the fact that i may not have her in my life much longer..
"Kelsy, I heard that.. Nevermind, are you okay?" Natalie's voice asked from the doorway of my room.
"No, Natalie.. I'm honestly not, I just.. " I couldn't speak anymore, since I was crying so hard.
She sat next to me on my bed, and wrapped her arms around me.
We sat there for a while, just hugging, my tears soaking her shirt.
"Kelsy? What's wrong?!" Gianna asked, running into my bedroom.
I couldn't speak, still.. So i just sat there, and started to cry harder.
"My mom.. She's dying.." I choked out, and shut my eyes, trying to shove everything out of my mind.
It wasn't working, nothing was going away.
We all just layed there, silent until i fell asleep in both of thier loving arms.
Thank God for bestfriends like them.
--------------------In the morning.
"Mom, i know.. I know you can't hear me, but i love you. You're my bestfriend, and i don't think i'm going to be able
to handle life without you.. Just please, don't leave me.." I said quietly.
beep, beep, beep, beep.
I was alone in the hospital room with my mother, crying my eyes out.
beep, beep, beep, beep.
That beeping noise is giving me a headache, but i couldn't leave my mother, ecspecially if this would be one of the
last moments i'd ever get to see her.
beep, beep, beep, beep.
I squeezed her hand gently, my eyes spilling more tears filled with nothing but pain.
beep, beep, beep, beep beep, beep.
It was starting to get faster, and i don't know what that means, but i cried harder, letting go of her hand slowly.
The beeping stopped.
i'm not going to promise you guys more tonight, but i'm pretty sure there will be :)