i don't know what to do anymore. i like, hate everyone. my summer has sucked and i had promised myself summer '12 was gonna be the best. i had one good week and that was camp and now it's over. i don't hang out with like anyone. i'm such a bxtch now i don't even know what to do. i swear i get more unattractive by the second. i feel like everyone hates me. i'm an annoying little bxtch who flips when she doesn't get what she wants. i over-think things. everything is my fault. i push people. i'm not the same. i'm thirteen ffs. i should be having fun and not worrying, right? wrong. i can't. i physically can't. i'm too insecure to do anything anymore i swear. everywhere i go i have to look okay. i don't know what to do. i feel like i'm losing everyone. i can't sing and i can't ride. i swear the only thing i'm somewhat good at is softball. singing, riding, and softball are my three favorite things ever. and i can't do two out of the three. i hate myself sometimes. i look at my body in disgust. i'm fat. i'm ugly. i'm short and stubby. i'm pale. i hate my teeth, i want this dxmn metal out of my mouth. i hate my hair. it's so thick and short. i hate everything. ugh.
i'm sorry about that. no one had to read that. but, if you did, you're amazing. that must have been the most annoying thing ever to read.
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