A Mi l l ion and One Th i ngs
JaysPOV/ Lill's POV/ Jays POV
A volcano exploded inside of me. It started in my toes, the lava went up through my legs, slid down my arms, and finally burned a hole in my heart. The lava traveled up through my neck, into my nose, and right through my brain until it came pouring out of my ears. I had to sit down. My legs bent without me having to think, I collapsed onto the sand. It was to good to be true, I moved way to fast, she never liked me anyway, she was simply being a nice stranger that forgive me for hitting her head.
My eyes glanced up at the round moon, the same moon that hit her face so perfectly seemed to haunt me now. I’ve never been so hurt in my life, a tear of mine met perfectly with Lilly’s, I hadn’t only hurt myself, I hurt her also.
“jay? Jay!” a voice called me from behind. Oh thank god, Lilly is back, we had to talk about what happened. My head snapped around.
“ugh.” I murmured as I looked at Emily, my ex girlfriend who lived right by me, in front of the vast beach.
“your crying.” she said as she reached down to wipe my pale face.
“Emily please stop, we broke up last summer” I said, sick of her excuses to talk to me.
“I shouldn’t of cheated on you baby…” she said leaning towards my face.
“well you did” I said back, trying to back away, it did not work.
Her soft skin slithered across my body, i was officialy pinned down on the sand, her lips inching towards me.
"Stop Emily, its over" i started to push back. "I, im in love with someone els-"
Her lips smashed against mine, she released in my arms, bringing back so many fond memories from last summer, i wanted to push back, tell her to go away, i was hurt to much. I just let her kiss me.
i turned back to jay, he was lying against the sand, head up to the clouds. How foolish could i have been? i just let the possible love of my life slip through my fingers, he was going to wash away, just like the footsteps i left in the damp sand.
I slid into bed, my eyes red, my head pounding. the cut along my forehead began to bleed again, letting out all my sorrows. My breathing stopped. everything in the room became wide, everything became pink and purple, the room was crashing in on me. I slid my flipflops on and stumbled out onto the front porch of the house. how long had it been? and hour? 10 minutes? i didnt care, i had to apologize to Jay, i had to enbrace him, and tell him i wanted nothing more than to spend the summer in his arms. my grandparents were sleeping, it was a short walk to the beach.
My vision was all messed up until i saw Jay. Jay looked larger than usual, he looked like two bodies. i shook my head, i was to far away to see clearly, it was probably still my vision.
"Jay!" i said running in closer, ready to cry in his arms, tell him about Connor, and apologize.
His head turned toward mine. so did the girls. His shirt was in a ball next to him, revealing his stone hard abs, his neck was held so perfectly by the girls tiny hands. Her blue fingernails traced the outline of his muscular back, his face expressionless, hers full of emotion. what the heck? i knew i would be hurt, i would just be "one of jays girls" my mind was right.
there came the tears again, the first day of this vacation, and ive cried enough for a month. "jay." i whispered. his face shot me a unknown glance, he couldent make out who i was.
"hold, hold up" he said pushing the girl off of him.
"Lil-Lilly?" he said realizing i was standing there.
"Lilly, im Emily, Jays girlfriend." the girl in the abercrombie bikini top and shorts said waving from the sand.
" nice to, nice to meet you." i said, turning my back to them and finally starting my drama-free summer with my grandparents.
"Lilly!" Jay shot up. I could hear his footsteps behind me as i opend my front door. I grabbed the handle and slammed it shut, keeping all the evil out. I could see Jays silouette in the reflection of the window, his hands were over his head as he paced on my porch. "Im so sorry"
Jay (5 minutes earlier)
I was so hurt, i couldent fight back, i fell into the hole again, the deep hole of Emily, full of crap. i knew what i was getting myself into, but maybe she changed, maybe she could take my mind off Lilly, she was awefuly good at that. She pulled my shirt over my head, the button of her abercrombie shorts stabbed into my stomach, i winced in pain, but continued kissing her. She cheated on me, shes better now, she cheated on me, she changed, she cheated on me, i can always forgive, she cheated on me, lilly, she cheated on me, i missed her, she cheated on me.
"Lilly?" i whispered as i saw a body next to us.
"Jay?" Lillys wet face murmered as i stopped kissing Emily.
Oh God, Lilly.
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