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DontGetYourHopesUp
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June 18, 2013 5:29pm UTC

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best friend's boyfriend
| chapter | 50 | ♥ | ♥ |
“What do you mean he’s not?” I asked.
“Cody literally does this to every girl, he convinces all of them he really likes them when he doesn’t. He may think they’re hot or he may be a little interested but he doesn’t love them as much as the girl thinks he does. And we always tell him to stop doing that but it’s always ‘no, I swear guys, this girl is different, I really love her’ but it never ends up that way,” Carter said.
“So why did nobody tell me that??” I cried.
“Because none of us knew you were getting with him!” Duke said.
“No one told me to tell Kelli though,” I said, feeling bad for her when I shouldn’t have after what she’d said.
“Because she really loved him. What were we going to say? ‘Your boyfriend is actually such a d.ick?’ Like no, we can’t say that! And you know, Cody’s our boy, we’re always there for him but we know him better than anyone else. He doesn’t treat girls right and we can’t figure out why girls think he does,” Graham said.
“That might be true for other girls but that’s not what happened with me and him. He really loved me and I really loved him,” I told them.
“And what girl is he going after right now? Because it’s not you,” Carter said. I started to cry more and Mattie hit Carter and said, “We’re just really sorry he took Kelli’s side. But she is his girlfriend…”
“I get it, he’s hers. You can stop reminding me that I was the wh.ore who ruined all of that. But he’ll come around. He had to go to her first, it’s only right. He’ll come back after and let me know how things went,” I assured them.
But he didn’t.
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It was seven thirty a.m. on the first day of school and I walked up to my locker. Kelli was nowhere in sight but in big, bold, black Sharpie letter on my locker spelled ‘SL.UT’ underlined twice. Perfect. Great way to start the year.
I put in my combination and the second I did, a note fell out. I picked it up and in the same handwriting sprawled on the paper was ‘He was your best friend’s boyfriend. But you still had to do it.’ Cool, Kelli, I understand my mistake. I slammed my locker a little harder than I should have, accidentally attracting attention.
I heard a copy of my laugh down the hall and knew it was Kelli. She couldn’t have written the word on my locker or the note in it. I looked to see her holding hands with Cody as he carried her books. I immediately turned around the other way and started walking so I didn’t have to see them.
I was heading straight for the senior hallway but it was too late to turn around. I saw the guys standing around one of their lockers talking and I went up to them. None of them had talked to me since the sleepover at Carter’s last week, but it’s not like we were never friends at all. They’d have to acknowledge me. “Hey guys,” I said.
“Oh, hey…” they gave each other a nervous look as if to say ‘why are you talking to me?’ I guess they sensed that I knew this but Carter tried to make a joke.
“Saw your locker,” he laughed. The other guys hit him and apologized for it. I pursed my lips tight and looked down. “You should probably go,” Carter said, c.ocking his head to let me know someone was behind me. I turned and saw Cody, without Kelli to my surprise.
I had every sign telling me never to get started with him. I knew it wouldn’t end well. I knew everyone would find out and hate me. I knew things with him wouldn’t last forever. I knew all of this would happen. But I did it anyway.
Cody walked past his friends and greeted them with head nods, but he walked straight past me.
Like nothing. Ever. Happened.
THE END
"I have been looking in, trying to read your mind, I give you the benefit of the doubt every single time and then you walk right by. I'm screaming out inside, 'Why the hell won't you love me?'" -Stupid Boy, Taylor Swift

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June 18, 2013 2:40pm UTC

It's not the body that makes the man, Its his spirit
my brother told me this once and i believe it

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DontGetYourHopesUp
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June 14, 2013 5:21pm UTC

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best friend's boyfriend
| chapter | 43 | ♥ | ♥ |
We went back to Carter’s house and hung out like how we used to before there were even any problems between me and Kel. We played truth or dare, never have I ever, and even hide and seek but it was just a ton of fun. During one of the rounds I hid with Mattie and Duke in the shower who asked me if I was going to stop hooking up with Cody now that Kel and I were friends again. I bit my lip and tried to think of a lie.
“I’m guessing that’s a no,” Duke whispered. “But if she does find out, Mattie and I didn’t ever know.”
“Guys, I really am going to try to hook up with him less. And if Kel keeps being a good friend to me, I won’t hook up with him at all,” I said. After we were found I hid again with Carter in the closet in his room and kissed him so if he went back to his friends and told them, Duke and Mattie would believe me. Of course I sent a text to Cody telling him though.
I even hid with Kelli during one of the rounds under Carter’s mattress which we found to a really bad idea once we realized we could barely breathe. But hey, we won, and got a really good heart-to-heart out of it. After that we watched a movie and I was expecting Kelli to obnoxiously cuddle with Cody on the couch, but she didn’t. She cuddled with me. I guess she finally started to realize she doesn’t need to show off the fact that she has a boyfriend to prove that she has one.
I told my parents I was sleeping over Kelli’s and she told her parent’s she was sleeping over mine. We ended up staying the night at Carter’s house where he gave us big t-shirts to sleep in.
“It looks like you guys aren’t wearing pants,” Carter laughed as Kel and I snuggled up under a blanket on the couch.
“Because we’re not,” I laughed. Carter proceeded to take off his shorts so he was just standing there in a t-shirt and his boxers. “Now we match,” he laughed.
“Carter! Put your pants back on right now, you have girls over!” Carter’s mom stood in the doorway of the basement. “Sorry mom,” Carter put his shorts back on and we all laughed at him.
“Now girls, your parents said it was okay that you sleep over here?” Carter’s mom asked. We both nodded and smiled. “Okay good, just checking. I am so sorry about my son, he is so embarrassing!”
“Mom!” Carter laughed. “I’m right here!”
“Unfortunately,” she said. We all laughed and she told us that the food she ordered for us should arrive soon. I guess Kelli and I had fallen asleep before the food had gotten there because I woke up to the sound of Carter and Cody fighting over the last slice of pizza next to three other empty boxes of pizza and empty cartons of chicken and fries.
“You guys ate all of it??” I asked sleepily. I looked around to see Mattie and Duke sleeping, Graham and Jace still awake but very tired.
“Good job, you woke her up,” Carter burped in Cody’s face and took a bite out of the last slice, claiming it. “You might wake Kelli up too.”
“Kelli’s a really heavy sleeper, you won’t,” I assured them. Cody and I gave each other the same look that the other guys wouldn’t notice, but that we clearly knew meant we had a clear opportunity to hook up when they all fell asleep.
"You've got your demons and darling, they all look like me," -Sad Beautiful Tragic, Taylor Swift
Note: uh oh

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June 14, 2013 5:29pm UTC

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My stomach growled and I looked at Carter’s pizza. I started walking towards him, hoping he would let me have a bite but instead he shook his head no and raised the pizza above his head. “Carter, please! Just one bite!” I placed one hand on his shoulder and stood on my tip toes to try to get the pizza.
“Brooke, don’t do that!” Cody laughed. “Your shirt goes up and you see your a.ss.”
“No, Brooke, you’re good, keep doing that,” Graham joked.
“Are you not wearing underwear?” Carter asked excitedly.
“I don’t know, why don’t you check?” I flirted. His eyes widened with excitement and when his hand was almost on my a.ss, he forgot about the pizza which I instantly snatched and started to run back to the couch.
“Oh my God, no give that back,” he ran after me. I shoved as much pizza as I could into my mouth as he wrapped his arms around my from behind, trying to take it back. I let him think I gave the pizza back to him so he let go, and the expression on his face was priceless when he realized it was just the crust left.
“Are you kidding me??” he yelled. I started laughing, accidentally letting some of the pizza out of my mouth, falling onto the ground. “Oh my- you’re a b.itch, now you’re just wasting my pizza. Clean it up!”
I knew Carter wasn’t actually mad at me and after I cleaned up the pizza I told Cody, Carter, Graham and Jace to lay down in a circle with our heads facing each other so we could stay up and talk.
“Is this what girls do at sleepovers?” Graham laughed.
“When there’s four or more, yeah!” I said. Jace had already fallen asleep right after he positioned his pillow. “Jace no, stay awake!” I tapped his arms but it was too late, he was fast asleep.
The three guys and I stayed up talking a little more, when really I knew Cody was trying just as hard as I was to stay awake so we could hook up. Carter had passed out and now we were just waiting for Graham. We were asking him questions about his girlfriend who I’d only met a few times but seemed really nice and he admitted something I wasn’t expecting at all.
“Like, I really like her, and you guys have to promise me you won’t say anything to her but I hooked up with another girl when I was dating her,” he said.
“What?” I asked. “Who? When?”
“She said her name was Ava Rivers but she wasn’t even from here so I wouldn’t know if she was lying. She said she was on vacation with her friend Savannah for a week and I figured since she wouldn’t be here long, it wouldn’t really matter and my girl would never find out. This was about a month ago which is why I flipped on you guys when I knew you...” he lowered his voice. “Hooked up. I was so disappointed in myself and regretted it so much after and I didn’t want Cody to make the same mistake I did.”
“I understand that, bro,” Cody said.
“I was just trying to keep you guys from doing something you’d both regret, I’m sorry if I acted like a d.ick. I’m so tired though, I’m going to go to bed, night guys,” Graham turned to his side and closed his eyes.
Cody and I both understood his point completely and knew he was just trying to help. We understood why he thought it was wrong and at the same time, we knew it was wrong too. Yet ten minutes later, we were hooking up.
"How can I decide what's right when you're clouding up my mind? I can't win your losing fight all the time," -Decode, Paramore
Note: hmmm a girl named Ava Rivers, now why does that sound familiar? ;)

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DontGetYourHopesUp
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June 15, 2013 10:14am UTC

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Cody had his hand slowly running up and down my waist from my hip to my rib cage under the blanket and under my shirt when he finally kissed me. I’d been waiting all night for him to finally do this. I felt him smiling when he kissed me and while I smiled too, I kind of wanted to cry. I’d just made up with Kel and things were finally going back to normal. But she wouldn’t wake up and so she’d never find out, right?
“Guys,” Graham startled us. “I’m still awake.”
I gasped quietly and looked at Cody, who was also unaware of what to say. “Guys, even after what I just said, you’re still doing this?” Graham asked, disappointingly. “Do the other guys know?”
“Yeah, they do but Graham, look, it’s honest to God, not what it looks like,” Cody said.
“Then what is it?” he asked. Cody didn’t answer and Graham continued, “I know you were just making out but bro, that’s still cheating. And Brooke, you just made up with Kel. Why would you do this again? The day everything became okay again?”
“Graham, we should be honest with you, it wasn’t just today that Brooke and I did this again…we’ve been doing this. Ever since that first time you saw us. I know we told you it was one time but it wasn’t…” Cody said and bit his bottom lip nervously.
“Bro, your girl is right there. You don’t feel guilty at all? I know she’s sleeping but you’re doing it right in front of her face!” Graham said.
“Shhh,” Cody made him lower his voice. “Of course I feel bad. Honestly, nothing against you Brooke, but I really wish we never started this. I love Kelli but I can’t stop going back to you. I know we fight a lot now because of this but the more we’re together, the more things I find to love about you.”
I wanted to kiss him so bad, but I knew that now was an awful time. But in a way, I think he just admitted that he loved me.
“If you loved Kelli then you wouldn’t have any feelings for Brooke,” Graham tried to make a point.
“I really love Brooke though,” Cody said. “And that’s the problem.”
"Do you see what we've done? We're going to make such fools of ourselves," -Decode, Paramore
Note: guys only five chapters left :((((

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DontGetYourHopesUp
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June 15, 2013 10:20am UTC

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| chapter | 46 | ♥ | ♥ |
“Look, I understand completely where you’re coming from. I’d only known that girl Ava for a few hours before I hooked up with her. I didn’t think I loved her but I was definitely questioning if I liked her. There was something about her that actually reminded me of you Brooke, the way that she could get any guy’s attention and how attractive not only she was, but her personality too that made you want to get to know her. Once she was gone, we texted a little but then I realized how much I really loved my girlfriend. Maybe when you and Brooke stop, you’ll realize how much you love Kelli, Code,” Graham said.
“That’s the thing though. I don’t want to stop with Brooke. I want to stop with Kel. I want to break up with her but I can’t because then I’ll never see Brooke. But if I stay with her then I’m just being a d.ick and leading her on. I’m screwed either way,” Cody said.
“I’m really sorry man,” Graham said, not knowing what else to say. I had no idea what else to say either, which is why I didn’t say anything at all. I turned my back so it was facing Cody so he wouldn’t see the tears form on my eyelash line as I tried to go to sleep. I just prayed for everything to be better in the morning.
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I woke up and I was cuddling with Carter, the only one left who was still sleeping. Carter’s mom had bought bagels for all of us and set them out with plates, napkins and utensils on a table. Luckily there was a blanket on top of us, otherwise everyone would’ve been able to see my a.ss and thong because my leg was over Carter’s back and the hem of my shirt rested on the curve of my waist. I wanted to just lay there and sleep some more but like, food.
Kelli was sitting on Cody’s lap eating her breakfast but I tried not to be annoyed after what I’d done with him last night- what I’ve been doing for months. “So how’d everyone sleep?” I tried to make conversation.
“Perfectly,” Kelli joked. There was almost nothing that could wake Kelli up and we always joked she was like a bear in hibernation.
“I heard all these annoying birds chirping at like 4 in the morning,” Jace complained. Cody and I subtly looked at each other but didn’t say anything. Those weren’t birds chirping, it was our lips separating and reconnecting.
“Bro, you’re such an idiot, birds don’t chirp until at least five,” Duke said.
“No they don’t chirp until like, six thirty,” Mattie said.
“Oh my God, shut up!” Carter yelled at them and then tried to fall back asleep.
“Sh.i.t my mom’s calling, she can’t hear you guys talking. I’m going to go upstairs,” Kelli told us, getting off of Cody’s lap and leaving the room saying “Hey, Mom,” right before we couldn’t hear her anymore.
“I just feel bad that Kelli has absolutely no idea,” Graham said.
“No idea about what?” Carter shot up.
"Love hurts whether it's right or wrong. I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun," -What The Hell, Avril Lavigne
Note: uh ohhhhh

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DontGetYourHopesUp
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June 17, 2013 6:33pm UTC

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“Oh my God, Kel!” I started instantly crying too, knowing everything would just break down from here, and because I finally realized one-hundred percent how wrong I was, now that she finally knew. I got up to go talk to her but she turned away and started walking out towards the front of the house.
“Kelli, please, stop! Just talk to me!” I begged.
“I don’t want to! Brooke, what the f.uck! You knew how much Cody meant to me, why would you be hooking up with him?? You knew he was mine!” she bawled.
“Kelli, I’m sorry!” I cried.
“Answer the f.ucking question!” she yelled at me.
“Because he was the thing that was separating us from being equal! You knew how much I needed you, Kel, and you left me because all you needed was a boyfriend and you didn’t need me anymore! You thought you were so much better than me because you had a boyfriend- well now we’re the same!”
“What?? We’re supposed to be best friends and I know that means we do a lot of the same things but that does not include getting with the same guy! Brooke, that actually makes sense to you? Of course it does, you’re f.ucking crazy! That’s why you cut your own f.ucking face! You’re obsessed with me and you were only bringing me down! All you did was cry and complain and no matter how many times I was there for you, it wasn’t enough for you, you were still sad! I tried my best to make you happy but you wouldn’t take it, and that made me feel like sh.i.t. Sorry that I found something that actually made me happy, and thanks so f.ucking much for taking it away from me!” she yelled.
“He was only making you happy because you knew you could use him to make me sad!”
“Why, because you liked him but he chose me?? That’s not my fault, Brooke! You only liked hanging out with me because you knew I was shy around guys and that bothered me so you flirted with as many as you could right in front of me to make me feel more like sh.i.t. That made you feel happy. So when you couldn’t do that anymore because there was a guy who actually wanted to be with me, you still had to go out of your way to make sure I wasn’t happy! I was such a good friend to you so why would you do that to me??”
“A good friend?? Once you started dating Cody you pretended like I didn’t even exist! I needed someone to go to, and since you weren’t there, Cody offered to be that person! He let me vent to him and he actually promised to be there because YOU WEREN’T! As we got closer, that’s when we started hooking up! So when you were too busy worrying about yourself, somebody else actually tried to be a good friend to me,” I sobbed.
“Well you’re really good friends with him now, so are you finally happy? Did you get even with me now? Are you done being a f.ucking wh.ore of a best friend?” she yelled at me. I didn’t answer and she kept yelling, “Good, because I’m f.ucking done with this conversation, just like how I’m f.ucking done with you.”
And then she left.
"You're not the person that I knew back then. It's all too late to set things straight 'cause everything has been," -The Irony of Choking on a Lifesaver
Note: thoughts?

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DontGetYourHopesUp
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June 17, 2013 6:39pm UTC

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I stood there, crying on Carter’s porch, not wanting to go back into the house. Where the f.uck was Cody? He should’ve been out here too, talking to Kelli! I sat down on the first step and cried into my hands.
The door opened and Cody ran out. He clearly saw me sitting there but ran straight passed me, into his car and down the street to find Kelli. He still picked her. I’m sure that would boost Kelli’s ego even more. That’s what she was trying to prove this whole time- that guys liked her too. I never thought that wasn’t true though; I always tried to help get conversations started with guys for her so that she could jump in and get them to like her.
Good job Kel, the guy likes you. I get it, game over, you won.
School started in a week and I didn’t even know what I was going to do. Kelli would go out to lunch every day with Cody and his friends, and I’d most likely be stuck sitting by myself after all my friends ditched me because Kelli told them what I’d done.
Sh.i.t.
Our lockers were right next to each other. They always had been, and when we were younger we were always seated next to each other in alphabetical seating because of our last names. I’d have to see her every single day.
I knew Kelli better than anyone- she was the kind of person who didn’t stop fighting until she got everyone involved. She’d tell all of our other friends who would tell all of their other friends until eventually everyone knew.
“Brooke?” Carter said from behind me. I turned around and the five guys were at the door, coming onto the porch to sit next to me.
“We heard the whole fight…” Mattie said cautiously.
“Everything?” I asked nervously.
“Yeah,” he wouldn’t make eye contact with me. They’d heard about my scar. That was another thing Kelli would probably tell everyone about.
“We’re really sorry about everything that happened, Brooke,” Graham said.
“Don’t be, it’s no one’s fault but mine,” I said.
“It’s Cody’s fault too,” Duke said.
“No one’s going to think it is,” I said. “Kelli’s not going to tell the story that way. She loves Cody too much.”
“Why does every girl think Cody is this really sweet guy who actually cares about girls?” Carter laughed.
“Because he is!”
“He’s not!” all five guys said at once.
"I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day and something reminds you you wish you had stayed. You can plan for a change in weather and time, but I never planned on you changing your mind," -Last Kiss, Taylor Swift
Note: ah one chapter left! and you guys are going to hate me buuuut I can't post tomorrow! sorry! gotta wait til wednesday

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June 18, 2013 12:18pm UTC

The awkward moment when you sing the wrong part with confidence

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inthemourning
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June 11, 2013 1:50pm UTC

"Never tell somebody to kill themselfs.
I dont care if you think you're being funny. Cause you're not. Telling someone that is plain disgusting they could be having serious problems and aleready have that as a option in their mind, And you encouraging them is only wanna make them do it more and you dont even realize how big of an impact it can have someday."
--Miley Cyrus

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hayhayy915
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June 11, 2013 2:06pm UTC

If you're horrible to me
I'm going to write a song about it
and you won't like it
That's how I operate
― Taylor Swift

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flyingbacon7
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June 10, 2013 11:21pm UTC

When I was little people always asked
"Kelsey, why do you always wear sweatshirts?"
I wore sweatshirts all the time
Even if it was a 100 degrees
I wanted to hide my body
I was so insecure
People always said I was skinny
But I didn't believe them
When I looked in the mirror I felt like the fattest and ugliest monster ever
I didn't want anyone to see my body
I wore baggy clothes
I didn't want anyone to notice my body
But as I grew up I became more comfortable with my body
Lately I've been wearing cami's and short shorts and showing off my body
I feel more comfortable and it gives me a confidence boost
I've learned to love my body
Sometimes I'm a little insecure but not as much as I used to be
I've learned to accept who I am
I don't really care what people think even though everytime someone compliments me I become happy and feel like I'm worth something
There's always going to be a battle with me and the mirror
But I'm not going to let the mirror win
I am myself
I'm not changing to impress people
I'm proud that I got over my fear
I feel more comfortable with my body and I'm more fun and myself
I stop worrying about how I look or about hiding so no one knows
I'm tired of hiding
I've become a happier person and people have recognized it
Before people can love you
You have to love yourself
My name is Kelsey
And I love who I am even though I have flaws
They make me who I am
I'm simply perfectly imperfect

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June 11, 2013 12:57pm UTC

No girl should ever be told
she's ugly or unwanted...

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June 11, 2013 1:17pm UTC

Telling someone with depression/anxiety to "get over it" is insulting and ignorant,
you wouldn't go up to someone in a wheelchair and tell them to get up and walk.

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June 11, 2013 1:24pm UTC

suicide is stupid?
you wanna know what is
stupid?hurting someone so
much emotionally,that they
think suicide is the only
answer...

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June 11, 2013 1:34pm UTC

Depression is not a act.eating disorders aren't phase.suicide isn't a coward's escape. homosexuality isn't a disease. self-harming is not attention seeking.
stop acting like you know everything..

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June 8, 2013 1:14pm UTC

I hope you live a life you're proud of
& if you find that you're not;
I hope you have the strength to start
all over again

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