The worst feeling in the world
is to love and hate someone at the same time. Its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. Its crazy when you wanna let go, but you keep holding on, and you wanna move on but your stuck in one place. When feelings come and go, and you cant figure out what you want. When you have too many things to say but you dont know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad but all you can do is push further and further away. Its hard to look back on how things used to be, and realize that now its different and they never be the same again. You tell yourself its not worth it, but if it didnt matter, you wouldnt spend so much time thinking about it.