Sometimes I watch the rain fallI love the sound, it makes me think about the time i drownedI know that you're never coming back around. I love to watch the snow drizzleI love the softness of it, makes me think about what i lost. As I lay awake on my cold hard floor, and listen to loud, loud lightning,It makes me want to sing. but theres something I remembered, about singing in the rain, something disturbing. I remember, the sound. I remember the color,I remember nothing than the other,That december, hell bound. I remember, I drowned.
I hate you,i hate the way you make me laugh and smile when i'm mad at you. i hate the way that every time you look at me i wanna kiss you. i hate the way i need youi hate that just hearing your voice makes my day. i hate the way i miss you when you're gone. i hate that it feels like i cant breathe when you're not here. I hate the wayI love you
and i found myself singing, as the rain fell, and i looked outside my window, i watched the thunder, and the lightning. I didnt realize i was catching tears in my hands, not even I knew that i was in so much pain.
i wish i could say i knew all the answersi wish i could tell you what you wanna heari wish i could help you see yourself through my eyesi wish i could tell you how beautiful you areAnd i wish i could tell you I love you
And I hate to say I love you When it's so hard for me And I hate to say I want you When you make it so clear You don't want me I'd never ask you 'cause deep down I'm certain I know what you'd say You'd say, "I'm sorry, believe me, I love you but not in that way."
Maybe one day..I'll stop checking your page every once in a whileAnd i'll stop wondering what you're up toAnd stop trying to figure out if your with somebody elseAnd stop thinking i lost the best thing in my lifeAnd stop thinking about what we'd be if we were still togetherAnd stop crying over youMaybe one day, I'll stop thinking about you