"i feel dead inside. no something worse than death. i am still a child, a child trying to find a place in this world. i have so many unanswered questions, questions i feel but can’t even begin to speak because there are no words to express them. something is missing. why do i feel unwanted? why do i feel i have no right to exist? why do i spend more time wanting to end my life than live it?"
"what if the reason the creators of monsters inc. waited 12 years to make monsters university was because the kids who watched monsters inc. of ages 5, 6, and 7 years are now 17, 18, or 19 and off to college the same goes for toy story 3 and how andy was giving up his toys (his childhood) and moving on off to college as well? what if they wanted to say good bye to the child that loved their movies properly?"
At times I feel like everyone forgets about and just shuts me out their life. I don't know why, but it hurts. It hurts when you feel like the least important person in your group of friends. It hurts when your parents forget that you're their child too. It hurts when your brother forgets that you have your own things to deal with. It hurts when someone who you used to call a best friend is nothing but a stranger now.
Okay so as we all know Justin's birthday is on March 1st and he's turning 19. I wanted to do something special for Justin so as a small birthday present I want to make a video for Justin. So if you want to participate i need you to send me either a picture or a 30 second video wishing Justin a happy birthday. I will notify the people who are in the video. If you are participating can you please spread the word to other beliebers because I want to as much people involved as possible. Send me your videos/pics at firstname.lastname@example.org Hope you guys join in and remember to spread the word thank you xo :)