TryingToHideDepression

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My name's Amanda, 14 years old. I suffer from depression and anxiety.

This is a little look inside my messed up mind. Stay if you want, it can get a little depressing though.

I'm b r o k e n.

TryingToHideDepression
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March 30, 2012 9:34pm UTC

Realpsed on cutting. I've missed it so much. I just, don't see a point in not doing it anymore. No one cares. At all. I know they don't. I'm ugly. fat. Worthless. Just a waste of space.

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March 24, 2012 11:35am UTC

I miss laying on the side of Mac Park hill with him cuddling,
I miss him mimmicking me.
I miss him yelling at his video games while we were talking on the phone.
I miss his nephew always trying to beat him up, cause he had a crush on me.
I miss his dad always saying he couldn't wait to meet me.
I miss him making fun of me, then saying that he loves me right after.
I miss him playing with my hair.
I miss holding hands with him,
I miss his amazing blue eyes.
I miss him coming up behind me and syaing 'hey cutie'
I miss kissing him.
I miss him standing up for me.
I miss seeing his face light up whenever he saw me.
I miss having dumb arguements with him.
I miss everything about him. I want him. I want all of him. His flaws. His perfections. But, that won't happen. Because I never was, and I neever will be good enough.

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March 24, 2012 11:21am UTC

Why am I never good enough? Why am I so ugly? Why am I so fat? Why am I so annoying? Why am I such a waste of space? Why am I even living ?

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TryingToHideDepression
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March 23, 2012 6:44pm UTC

Just fake another smile,
Don't let them know you're dying on the inside, darling.

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December 28, 2011 7:21pm UTC

She found relief in her razor blade

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December 22, 2011 5:56pm UTC

That moment when you feel absolutely nothing. And all you can think is "Cut. Cut. Cut.Cut" And all you wanna do is open your skin with a razor blade.

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December 22, 2011 5:50pm UTC

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December 17, 2011 1:43pm UTC

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December 13, 2011 8:35pm UTC

....I like turtles.

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December 11, 2011 6:10pm UTC

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December 11, 2011 12:05pm UTC

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December 10, 2011 7:01pm UTC

I'm falling apart.

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November 30, 2011 8:07pm UTC

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November 29, 2011 4:16pm UTC

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November 27, 2011 5:01pm UTC

Ten Day Challenge.
Day one: 10 things I want to say to ten people
Day two: 9 things about myself
Day three: 8 ways to win my heart
Day four: 7 things that cross my mind a lot
Day five: 6 things I wish I never did
Day six: 5 things I love and why
Day seven: 4 turn offs
Day eight: 3 turn ons
Day nine: 2 words that describe my life and why
Day ten: 1 confession
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Day one; ten things I want to say too ten people.
Erin- you are truely my best friend, I do not know what I would do with out you
Avery♥ - You complete me, and I'm not just saying that, you truely are mending my broken heart
Maeve- I miss you girlie, come back into my life please♥
Terry- We're not friends anymore..But I'm still here for you no matter what...I don't even know what happened between us...But I miss being best friends. =\
John- I do still have a tiny bit of feeling left for you, and I probablt always will. But you broke me. And I am never going to forgive you. No matter what.
Emily- I MISS YOU. What happened?!!!??! We just like, stopped talking. D:
Kally- No matter how many fights we get in, I will always be here for you. No matter what♥
Celina- SUNDROP BUDDY♥ I love you gurl, You n e e d to come back into my life♥
Ryan- Even though in 7th grade, you completely broke me, and you are one of the reasons for my depression, you are one of my closest friends, and I can talk to you about anything(:
Melinda- You honestly are like my 2nd mother♥
♥

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November 26, 2011 12:57pm UTC

I've got my eye set on you
My heart is burning red
All of my words come out wrong, run circles in my head ♥
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November 24, 2011 10:24am UTC

No matter hoe bad it is right now, it gets better.
I have depression, anxiety, and I'm just starting to get over my anorexia. I thought I could never get a guy, noone loved me, all of my friends were getting annoyed with me, and I just lost complete hope. I was getting ready to try to commit suicide, for the third time. But guess what. I got an amazing guy, who loves me for who I am, and is supporting me and helping me out with my recovery. My friends weren't getting annoyed with me, I was just making myself believe they were, now we're close as ever. I have people who love me in my life, and help me through everything. I don't want to kill myself anymore. I still have urges to cut myself, but I know how to keep myself from doing it now. See, it does get better, I was in the worst spot ever, and then I actually put effort it, and it got better . It won't just get better like that, you have to t r y, and you will slowly, but surely get better . Just surround your self with positive people, and they will help you get through it. Stay stong girlies, you're beautiful, inside and out.♥

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TryingToHideDepression
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November 21, 2011 1:39pm UTC

& for once
It's not a fake smile.

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November 16, 2011 8:43am UTC

Loling at how my school doesn't block Witty :DDD

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