fallenangel*

Status: Living life day by day

Member Since: 26 Feb 2013 10:38am

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Location: Finally found<3

Gender: F

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I'm just a girl trying to make her way in the world. I'm pretty weird, but I'm proud of that. I battle with depression every day, and my poems and quotes express my inner most feelings. I don't think highly of myself, but I'm content with who I am. Im me and that's all I can be. Flaws and all.

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posted a quote
December 16, 2019 10:08am UTC

*INHALE*
Hold it
feel the calmness move through you
*exhale*
Now just because it it frowned upon
Does not mean that it doesn't help
When the only thing in your mind is
Panic
Anxiety
Depression
And you can't think of anything else
But what is going wrong
And things that hold no ground
Taking a toke off that good stuff
Is the only thing that feels
Right

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
July 3, 2019 5:24pm UTC

The demon within me urges me on
Thoughts of suicide
wanting to die
The urge to pick up the razor
To make the pain more bearable
Why is there so much pain?

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
June 25, 2019 9:20am UTC

The need to cut is like an itch I cannot scratch
All I want is that blade slicing through my skin
Taking away the pain you caused
Making it hurt less
Why do you always threaten to leave me?
Don't you know how much that kills me?
Do you even care?
If there is no care in that
What's the point of being here?
I am just a failure
A horrible, messed up
failure
All I want is to slice my skin open
Feel the pain that doesn't hurt
Blind the pain that is there
Watch as the red pools over
Spills down the beautiful white skin
Why am I so messed up?

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
May 29, 2019 1:08pm UTC

Dreamland
I want to go to the place
Where I can escape
my failures and mistakes
I want to go to the place
Where I can leave all
the hate behind and
find joy and happiness instead
I want to go to the place
Where I can be free
And be whatever I want
I want to go to my
Dreamland

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
May 14, 2019 10:54am UTC

I miss the old witty, when people actually talked and commented on stuff. When we all were there for one another.

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
January 9, 2019 5:05pm UTC

It's so easy to write about the pain
It's so easy to let the negativity in
It's so easy to rely on the bad
and forget the positivity that is there
You're alive
You're breathing
And against all the odds you thought was
You're happy
It's time to focus on the positive
Time to focus on the good in life
It's time for a change

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
September 26, 2017 1:34pm UTC

This is new for us both
and it will be a journey
Hard and difficult
we might hate each other at times
But we will get thru this
We have both waited too long to be happy
to be loved
We can do this
every thing WILL be ok
I promise baby

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
September 1, 2017 10:48pm UTC

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
July 16, 2017 1:44am UTC

Would not feeling be such a bad thing?No more pain or agonyNo more misery or sadnessThe only thing there will be isNothingAn empty shell moving around Uncaring and unlovingJust being alive and hoping every day will be your lastWhat's the point of staying alive if you don't feel alive?I'm done putting on a showI'm done pretending I'm okayI am not okayI'm low, dark, lost, broken, and UnfixableSome damages will never come undoneSome damages change who you are foreverAnd there's no turning back

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
July 14, 2017 6:05am UTC

How did this happen?
What have I done?
I was so happy with him
He was everything I have ever wanted
Then I ruined it
All because of a stupid little thing
How could I have let the fear control me?
Always putting myself down and believing I'm not good enough
Letting the toxic thoughts come to the surface
I know I shouldn't
I know that I should have dismissed them
Why must I sabotage myself?
Why can't I let myself be happy?
Why can't I believe that I am good enough to be loved?
I ruined my happiness
I hurt him so bad
I wish I could take the pain from you
I wish I could take back what I did
All I want is you
My reason to smile and laugh
Why do we realize too late that were in love?
Why does it take losing them to make you realize how much you need him?
I want the touch of your hands on me, I want your lips on mine
I just want your attention, your gaze on me, your arms around me
I want you
I need you
I am so lost without you
I promise I'll be yours, forever
I promise I won't leave, not until you don't want me
Without you, I am a robot
Moving through time, mechanically, getting up only because I must
Going through the motions, putting on a fake smile
Numb, empty, and emotionless
Everything in me is screaming to give up
But I can't let go of the hope that there might be a chance
If you could find it in your heart to forgive me, I promise I'll never hurt you again
I promise I'll let go of the fear and insecurities
I promise I'll stop letting it control me
Please, my love, take me back
I might be stupid, insecure and a bit crazy
But you'll never find anyone else who's in love with you as much as me

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
April 2, 2017 12:39am UTC

She likes to dance on the thin line between life and death.

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
November 13, 2016 11:54pm UTC

It crawls through me, and i slowly stop feeling. Every emotion dims out until theres nothing. Numb. Empty. Finally the pain recides. At least for now.

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
November 4, 2015 7:47am UTC

My love for you burns through me like a fire
I crave your touch
The feel of your body against mine
The warmth of your breath
The taste of your lips
I want you, I need you
You are the reason I live
For the first time in forever I feel
You are my happiness, my strength
The one who has finally made that numbness fade
And the emptiness go away
I am yours and you are mine
till the end of time
I love you My Codybear
Forever and Always
From here to Eternity

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
November 4, 2015 7:34am UTC

Love & Hate
<3
Pain & Misery

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
May 14, 2015 5:30pm UTC

I just sit there and this feeling comes
I want to take that razor
Slice open my wrist and see the blood
I need the pain
I need to feel
Is this the only way?
I don't even have a reason
I just want to cut
I love the rush
Because I'm feeling something
And it's beautiful
In a messed up way
It's my drug
And I never want to stop

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
May 13, 2015 11:02pm UTC

There's nothing worth living for. All I want is to be dead.

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
May 7, 2015 9:22pm UTC

1. What color is your toothbrush? Purple
2. Name some people who made you smile today: Caleb and Jenny
3. What were you doing at 8 AM this morning? Sleeping
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Watching Saw III
5. What is your favorite chocolate bar? Reeses
6. Have you ever been to a strip club? No
7. What is the last thing you said aloud? I just liked it too
8. What is your favorite ice cream? Vanilla
9. What was the last thing you drank? Half and half tea
10. Do you like your wallet? Yep
1. What was the last thing you ate? A brat and pasta salad
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? Nope
13. The last sporting event you watched? Hockey game
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? Chedder cheese
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? My cousin
16. Ever go camping? Yeah
17. Do you take vitamins daily? No.
18. Do you go to church every week? NOPE
19. Do you have a tan? Not really
20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza? Hell no
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw? No
22. What did your last text message say? "Im home unlock the front door"
25. Look to your left, what do you see? A wall.
26. What color is your watch? I dont have one
27. What do you think of when you hear Australia? Kangaroos
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? Drive Thru
30. What is your favorite number? Idk
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone? Alex
32. Any plans today? I had a doc appt
33. How many states have you lived in? 2
34. Biggest annoyance right now? My Family
35. Last song listened to? Idk
36.Can you say the alphabet backwards? Yes
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house? LOL no
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? Converse
39. Are you jealous of anyone? Yes
40. Is anyone jealous of you? Idk
41. Do you love anyone?Yes
42. Do any of your friends have children? Adult friends
43. What do you usually do during the day? Nothing
44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now? Yes
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily? No
46. What color is your car? I dont have one
47. Do you like cats?Yes
48. Are you thinking about someone right now?Yes
49. Have you ever been to Six Flags? Yep
50. How did you get your worst scar? I cut myself...

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
May 1, 2015 3:03pm UTC

I never actually thought I'd lose you
My heart is broken and bleeding
twisting and breaking into little pieces
The pain is becoming too much
I'm starting to go numb
I dont know if i can handle this anymore
My guard is going up
Stronger than any before
I will not let my heart get broken again

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
April 23, 2015 2:21pm UTC

I can feel my heart breaking
It hurts so bad
And as these tears flow
And the gut-wrenching sobs take over
All I can do is let the pain overcome me
All I can think is what did I do
Why did I make this stupid mistake
Because now I lost you forever
And I'll never get you back
Thats what hurts the most
I love you always
Even though you'll never know

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fallenangel*
posted a quote
April 23, 2015 2:08pm UTC

SURVEY:
Name: Tiffany
Single or taken: Single
Gender: Female
Birthday: October 9
Siblings: 3 sisters and 4 brothers
Hair colour: Auburn
Eye colour: Blue
Height: 5'5"
R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi
Who are your best friends? Alex, Hayley, Tommy, Wyatt, Holly
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope
F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Hot Topic
Any tattoos or piercings?: 1 Tattoo
What is your most comfortable outfit?: jeans and a hoodie
What do you usually wear?: same as above
S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs? Yup
What kind of shampoo do you use? Suave
What are you most scared of?: Being rejected, not accepted
What are you listening to right now?: TV
Who is the last person that you called?: My mom
Who is the last person that called you?: Doc office
Where do you want to get married?: Somewhere warm
What would you change about yourself: Too much to list
F A V O R I T E S
Colors: Neon green, Purple, Black
Foods: Steak and Pizza
Movies: Burlesque, Disney
H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: My little sister
Smoked?: Yup
Bungee jumped?: No but i want to
Made yourself throw up?: Ew no
Skinny dipped? No
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: A couple times
Cried?: Plenty
Lied?: Yeah
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
Used someone?: No
Done something you regret?: I live life with no regrets
Self-harmed: Yes
L A S T | P E R S O N
You left a message for: I dont remember
You texted: My friend Christine
You cuddled with: Jake
A R E | Y O U
Understanding: Yes
Open-minded: Yes
Insecure: Yes
Hungry: Always
Smart : I like to think so
Moody: Sometimes
Hard working: Most of the time
Organized: Not really
Healthy: No
Difficult: Most of the time
Bored easily: Not always
Angry: At myself
Sad: Too sad....
Happy: Never
Hyper: Yeah
Trusting: Depending on the person

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