remember to always file your taxes, kids. because if you don't, you'll owe literally everything you were supposed to get back if you wait too long. I'm so livid right now. in 2013 I was supposed to get like $160 back but my mom held on to my w-2 because the "free" website was gonna charge me to file and I didn't have the money, and I ended up forgetting. and now I owe them $116. like it's so messed up.
It is 4am and I have to get up at 5am for work. I have yet to sleep. I am screwed. and I am working with people who didn't seem the friendliest. so, I am kinda scared about that to boot. working 8 hours on no sleep with people that seem mean. heaven help me.
so, today I left the house at 11am expecting to come home with a potential job. instead, I get home at 10pm after being hired on the spot and working an 8 hour shift. I NEED A NAP. I horked down food I usually hate because I didn't eat a single thing all day. I was told I'd work 22 hours a week. I'M GETTINNG ALMOST DOUBLE. I'm tired and full of regret and annoyance at being an adult.
today I ran into my ex-best friend's grandma. she kept going on and on about how we need to work things out and be friends again. she said that my ex bestie wanted to, and talked about how we used to be closer than sisters. to top it off, my sister kept telling me I need to try and make up with her. so, I got my sister to message her and kind of extend the olive branch. in return, I get rejected and then it's suddenly my fault (she was just as bad as me. I wasn't the only one that was mean. it takes two.) and her mom apparently doesn't want me anywhere near her. like, everyone wants to criticize me for being mean and all that, but look what happens when I try to make myself vulnerable. like, it's not worth the hurt. I was fine like two weeks ago and now I'm a mess.
guys can be so stupid I swear. I like yahtzee, it is a fun game. I don't have people to play with so I got the app. then, this guy starts talking to me, adds me on kik and everything. he has a girlfriend/fiance/whatever, and he would flirt with me. hardcore. and I told him a million times I was not into him and that I never would be but he like expected me to be so grateful that he was into me that I'd change my mind. anyway, that was a turn off but he was persistent to win me over. even tho he is not my type, and has a fiance anyway. plus he's one of those people that think they are so profound when they're just extremely condescending. then, to top it all off, he starts talking about his criminal past. domestic abuse and corruption of a minor (which is basically statutory r.ape) and like WHY? what sane person would disclose that to someone who was in an abusive relationship (mentally, physically, and s.exually)? who they were trying to win over? it honestly just makes me not want to talk to you at all, sir. (he called the minor he corrupted a ho who begged for it. like are you kidding me? she was 13. he was an adult.)
ladies, if he knows you for one day and he's already hitting you with the "I love you", he's probably lying. and if he adds in "I've never felt this way about anyone before.." then not only is he lying, but he probably throws that same line to anyone that'll listen. all in all: proceed with caution.
yes hello, my name is hanna, and i fail at life. i filled out applications, never got an email so I didn't bother checking the messages on my answering machine (because they were places I applied to before. I always got an email before a call.) and now here I am, over a week late, to a call for a job position. I AM SUCH A... GAAAH. here's to hoping they still are interested in me when I call tomorrow.
do you think that when snakes are swimming down a stream doin their thang, and it get to a shallow part where there is rocks and stuff before it gets deeper, they're like "wtf? what kind of resistance training bullsh/t is going on here?" like they're just basically floating their way to a new location when suddenly they have to work for it.
I feel so bad for people that have a genuine interest in getting to know me. like, my best friend and I would message all day everyday so after I get comfortable with a person, I can't shut the hell up. I'm so low maintenance at first but I slowly shift into high maintenance because I just need a lot of attention. it's a problem.
I hope that if there is aliens, that they're a bunch more sophisticated than humans. humans are so selfish, if there ever were aliens, they'd think it was their right to sneak out to space, take one, and study it or some crap. I just think it'd be nice if aliens wouldn't take that s.hit.
I think it's bulls.hit when employers can't be bothered to let someone know that they didn't get a job. like all you have to do is send an email that says no thanks. it's not that hard. if you reviwed the application it's as easy as copy and pasting some generic rejection letter. don't pull that "don't contact us, we'll get ahold of you if we're interested" bulls.hit and just let them assume they didn't get the job after waiting for however long.
I do like 20-30 mimutes a day on an elliptical (unless someone is home. then no thank you.) depending on what time I finally get around to doing it, what I ate, the resistence, etc. and yeah it's hard, but it's supposed to be. and I can do 30 minutes of that. as a fattie. and it gives me great joy that I can do that. and that the non-fattie people in my house, that like to make me feel like crap for being a fattie, are dead and can't hit 5 minutes (even with 0 resistence.)