To tell you the truth
Im a mess, when i went from idaho to california i didnt know anybody, on my first day of school i made friends quickly and had some guys like me so i became popular and starting taking things for granted being a b///ch to my real friends and i would start flirting with there boyfriends making them break up then when he starting going out with me i would dump him easliy and never talk to them again , well i came home all day and i noticed something my brother was crying and i heard yelling from the other room before i could check it out my mom yelled from the other room for me and my brother to go in the guest house so we wouldnt hear the fighting after a hour my mom walked in the room and said my dad lefted because he was a drug addict and he cheated on her i was so crying so hard, but weeks went by and things got better my mom put me and my brother into therapy after a month my mom told us she would be traveling for work she explained everything to us , but then the worst came to me i didnt have any friends, my mom lefted and i was so depressed it got to the point where i used to cut myself... i was walking around my complex and i met some friends they came to my house and we used to smoke. i remember we would sit around my pool and tell eachother stories, i felt beces tter around them i could relate to alot of what they would say but i messed up once and i "did it" , and we were trying diffrent drugs too... im happy i was still alive after that i didnt have any friends because i didnt wanna do that anymore so it was just me and my brother but as much as i got mad at him he was there for me and we had alot of memories. my mom came home for a few days and lefted but then my older sister came from college to our house for a while and we had so many memories when she lefted my cousins moved by it was the best thing ever. and summer came and we had sleepovers and went so many places and my mom came back for a month! and it was a awesome feeling and then school came back again, but it was really fun because i made new friends and i was still friends with my real friends we made up and everything was good! and i daited a guy name brenton <3 its a long story but we broke up but were still good friends and we might go out again idk??? but yeah thats pretty much it :)