No one will bother to read this, because it isn't pretty, but oh well, since when has anyone ever paid any attention to someone or something that is anything but beautiful.?
I'm giving up.
I'm killing myself tonight.
I'm not enough. For my family. For my friends. For him.
And especially not for myself.
I've been depressed for 2 f//king years now. Right when i felt like i was getting better, I crashed harder than before. Every night i cry myself to sleep.
No one knew. Maybe a few close friends, but they didnt pay much attention to it.
Witty Girls,
Do you know what its like, to feel Worthless? Damaged beyond repair? Broken? Forgotten? To look in a mirror and hate what you see? That's how i feel. every day of my life.
I dont have friends anymore.
They all left.
I have no one.
I need someone. :(
I just give up. Nobody wants me anyway, so why am i still around?
Anyway, i love you all. those of you who read this, thank you.<3