She said she'd always be here.
Where is she now?!
Oh. Yeah. Thats right.
With the girl shes known for a MONTH, the girl who is her "new best friend".
But whats the big deal?
I've only known her for 4 YEARS.
Me and her only talked EVERY DAY.
But i guess i wasn't good enough for her.
She says she feels all her friends are ranked the same to her.
She tries to be a "Good Christian Example"
Um excuse me, Good Christian Examples dont just walk away on there best friends who have been here THE WHOLE EFFING TIME.
But you wanna know what the sad part is?! I dont even care anymore!
I DONT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU IF YOUR GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE A PIECE OF CRAP AND THINK YOU CAN JUST PUSH ME TO THE SIDE. I HOPE ONE DAY, YOU THINK OF ME, AND MISS ME, AND ON THAT DAY I HOPE YOU REALIZE IM NOT THERE. AND THAT ITS YOUR FAULT.
I THINK ITS SAD HOW FOR SOMEONE WHO SAID THEY WOULD ALWAYS BE HERE, JUST LEFT. IT DIDNT TAKE MORE THEN A WEEK FOR IT TO HAPPEN. OBVIOUSLY IT WAS MY FAULT FOR NOT REALIZING YOU WOULD LEAVE.
but the insanely sad part is, you havent even noticed im gone yet. I dont think youd care if you did. But just so you know, im done putting my effort into this friendship. So as of right now, this friendship is over.
Unless you step up.
But i doubt you care enough to. So have a nice life.
Thanks for wasting mine.
Sorry i rreeeaallllllyyyyy needed to vent. I feel all alone cause my best friend moved away and i had the girl i wrote this about and her as my best friends, so i dont have anyone and she took all the other friends i have with her, cause ig they like her more then me. But im done. It just feels good getting this out.
If you read this far, i love you.