Hey I'm Erin, I am 17 years young. Music IS my life, if someone took away my music I would die, it is my escape. I am a total Harry Potter nerd. I dream of being a photographer someday. I have an adorable dog named Maggie. And my best friends are the most amazing people ever! Anyways hope you like my quotes :)
So today I walked into a desk, and it hurt, one that you can just tell that it’s going to bruise. And currently I am reading the ghostgirl series by Tonya Hurley, and I was thinking about how the main character Charlotte is dead and doesn’t feel pain anymore. It then occurred to me that feeling pain is one way we know that we are alive. We’re here, breathing, moving, living. We have a heartbeat and life is short so live it to the fullest. Don’t take anything for granted. Charlotte died at the age of 17, her parents were killed in a car accident when she was 2, then lived in foster homes for the rest of her life, she was invisible in life, no one paid any attention to her, then the day the guy of her dreams notices her and talks to her…she dies by choking on a gummy bear in the classroom, no one missed her, no one cared. Eventually she was seen and all that. (READ THE BOOKS) But then when she got to the other side there was no one there waiting for her like there was for all of her classmates, all she had was a phone that won’t ring, a dreary cold room, and the feeling of loneliness that she has always known. Life cheated Charlotte, don’t let it cheat you.
You can pick on me, make fun of me, criticize me, and kill my self esteem; and I will sit there and take every blow. Sometimes I'll stand up for myself and tell you off, but not very often. But the second you go after one of my friends you'll have to deal with me. I will stand my ground, I will tell you off, I won't be silent. No one messes with my friends and gets away with it. Even if someone isn't my friend and I see something like this happening to them I will stand up for them as well. I will make sure they never have to stand alone. So give me your best shot, I can take it, but leave everyone else alone.
So I went to a Halloween party and I didn't really eat anything at the party and this friend of mine came up to me and said this: "Come on, don't be an anorexic." He has no idea how much that ticked me off. You just don't say that to people, I mean really. That was not okay.
I’m a ghost Haunting these halls Climbing up walls that I never knew were there And I’m lost Broken down the middle of my hard, heart I’m broken down the middle of my hard, heart, heart You know you make me a ghost You make me a ghost I’m an invisible disaster I keep trying to walk but my feet don’t find the solid ground It’s like living in a bad dream I keep trying to scream but my tongue has finally lost its sound I’ve got to say goodbye To the pieces of me that have already died...
A delicate flower... A single drop of rain should bring life and growth. As a struggle is said to make us stronger. For this delicate flower a single struggle... A single drop of rain is enough to destroy, and put out the flame of hope that flickers within.
Grey clouds above me Like when you said you love me Winds blowing me away But part of me will always stay Eyes closed, arms wide Embrace the storm that I feel inside No more crying, no more crying I don’t mind a chop or two But god I love that sound, sound Thunder of my inner chaos slowly calming Down, down I look up in the sky No longer seeing you Look up in the sky See the sun coming through
Hush now. Quiet down. Can you hear my heart racing? Falling to my knees cause I’ve been a chasing a lie. Love life I don’t know what I was thinking, dipped my toes in, now I’m sinking I guess it hurts a bit but I’m over it now. Heartaches and mistakes, how many hits can a good girl take? I’m tired of hurting, slowly learning Irate you’re too late. Look at the mess that you’ve created First date you, slight hate Love life What’s that? Lalalalalalalalala Love Life What’s that? Lalalalalalalalala Love Life What’s that?
Harness your heart, and be still now. Quiet that mind that will wander, All sorts of dark alleys. Tragedy strikes your self esteem, Constantly waiting for an ending, To all of this. She opens her eyes, Suddenly she cries. Can we help her, can we help her? And she replies. You know, I fake it oh so well, That God himself can’t tell. What I mean and why my words are, Less than parallel. With my feet, You ask me what I need. And all I really need, Is to breathe. Oooohh. Ahhaah. People, they seem so interested. Only a few get invested, With all the aches and pains.
So what I wanna love? Why’s it hurt so bad? I’d say it’s like a drug, but I don’t feel the high My heart is about to break for the final time. All I do is ache, and I can’t find some piece of mind. Break it off, God he knows I’m trying Shake it off, no more crying. I’m done, I’m done, I’m done. You won’t win this time. Set my pride to the side Tear me open look inside Just to see how many times you’ve really made these eyes cry. Oh... Oh... I let you in and gave you pieces. I’m quick to stumble pain increases. Oh there’s a hole That lingers deep inside my body, I fall too fast no one can stop me, now.
Just Be Friends Just be friends All we gotta do Is just be friends It's time to say goodbye Just be friends All we gotta do Is just be friends Just be friends Just be friends In the morning light of yesterday I suddenly realized As I gathered up the broken shards of what use to be I wasn't thinking straight And I cut my finger by mistake Is this what really became of the love we once both dreamed of? I always knew the truth at the bottom of my shy, beating heart That making a choice wouldn't mend but tear us more apart Love was never my thing It's so confusing and it stings There are no words that can excuse all the mistakes that I've made The world around me Is decaying as your saying those words I am struggling but it's all that I can do. I remember your smile It was just so worthwhile Now it's a memory No matter how I screamed out, only echoes answered me My love, you're something I cannot live without Your hand is no longer at the end of the red ribbon Nothing is left to connect the two of us anymore I tried so hard to hold our cracking love together But I crumbled and the shards fell to the floor. "There's nothing we can do, life is just like that, baby" As you said that, someone else's tears dripped down my dry cheeks. All we gotta do Is just be friends It's time to say goodbye Just be friends All we gotta do Is just be friends Just be friends In the midnight light of yesterday I suddenly realized Picking up the fallen petals was just so meaningless. Why did I never understand? They can only wither and turn gray in my hand. My world lost all its color and stopped turning long ago. My heart beat so fast with the spring air blowing sweet and mild, I still remember the moment we met and how you smiled. Slowly quarrels began to grow. And we've hurt each other ever since we said hello. The flowers of our hearts were concealing deadly thorns. The world around me Is decaying as your saying those words I am struggling but it's all that I can do. I remember your smile It was just so worthwhile Now it's a memory The rain is pouring down in my heart, I'm standing dead, I'm walking blind Because of what you said Despite all of my running, rain continues to follow, This pain is not something that I can simply swallow. Your hand is no longer at the end of the red ribbon, Nothing's left to connect the two of us anymore Goodbye, my love, This is the end Please don't watch as I cry I'm not sure if my heart will mend But I have to let go of your hand Ohh If I had one wish, If I had only one wish, I'd ask that we be reborn eternally And I'd hold your hand And never let go, I'd hold you through the night and day And never leave you No matter how I screamed out, only echoes answered me My love, you're something I cannot live without Your hand is no longer at the end of the red ribbon Nothing is left to connect the two of us anymore I tried so hard to hold our cracking love together But I crumbled and the shards fell to the floor. "There's nothing we can do, life is just like that, baby" As you said that, someone else's tears dripped down my dry cheeks. This is goodbye baby Just be friends All we gotta do Is just be friends It's time to say goodbye Just be friends All we gotta do Is just be friends Just be friends Ohhh Woahhh Just Be Friends... Just Be Friends
Daydream Syndrome This broken sky So black with pain It hides your eyes Still I hear your cries The door we fear Cannot open There is no key To set it free I have tried but I cannot restore All those clear days, All those dream ways All my hopes have passed on Is the sky even real anymore? 'Cause it's now blue But it'll change hue In an instant all you know Will be changed Don't fall, fight on to climb over that wall 'cause All you know will cease to be and peel off piece by piece It is true but you can't see this world is all a daydream
Brave Song I've always noticed that you're not here beside me I see when I look back you've all gone on with out me Deep in my heart I'll keep myself strong and fighting And that's how I stay strong even now Nothing in this world scares me anymore I'll whisper those words to this heart you tore Everyone feels alone when times are hard We seem to lock ourselves inside memories And ignore the real world Even though I feel I might cry I'll laugh away loneliness knowing Love's out there somewhere waiting for me You won't catch me crying over what would be