Letter 1. your best friend
Dear jenn
I’ve had many ‘best friends’ through the years, more fake ones then real ones. But what I learned most about having a real best friend, is you can act yourself without worrying about what they think of you. I know you don’t take are friendship for granted, you make every moment I’m with you worth it. You have the best personality, you rather talk to me then argue or disagree. I know you would never lie to me, and I trust you with everything. I know you haven’t had the best pass year, and a lot has changed for you. But always remember I will always stick by your side all you have to do is call. I know you’re not perfect, no one is, I’m not either even though I try to be all the time.. Who gives a crap if you don’t have the nicest hair or clearest skin or amazing parents.. You shouldn’t let that define you as a person, because believe it or not you’re beautiful inside and out. don’t let society or people tell you otherwise. I worry about you a lot, I worry because I know your going threw stuff even though you don’t tell anyone. It takes a true friend to notice a fake smile, and I notice it. I know the difference, sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who does.. Please don’t ever give up, tough times don’t last and things will get better. When I look at you, best friend I see a smart young beautiful person, who has yet to believe in herself. I feel like you hide a lot from people, even me. Maybe because your afraid no one will care, but if you just talked to me about it I would listen, trust me I would. I blame myself for one thing, I should have been there for you more when nick and you broke up. I’m so sorry for the pain and loneliness you have to go threw all those months, I regret it. I’m sorry. I love you so much, I know you don’t think your beautiful but you are! I know you don’t think anyone gives a damn if anything happened to you, but I would! I love you more then anything in this world<3
Sincerely alexis